Baby turns 32!

Happy Birthday my dear Baby!! Today marked the 32nd birthday of my stupid, horny, naughty, boring boyfriend. Hehehehe.. He is not gonna read this so it's ok..


There are actually a number of times when i am deciding if i should just shut this blog. This place had followed me through many wind wind rain rain. Actually to be fair to Dear, i was thinking of shifting to another blog address and do some wedding stuff writing.





I will be celebrating Dear's birthday tonight at The White Rabbit. Gotta say that is an awesome place (for the time being). They had given us a private corner so i can have a low profile birtjday clebration with Dear. He doesn't like to make it too obvious that we are having a birthday celebration. This is the 3rd Birthday we had celebrated ever since we got together and I am really loving it when every year past! Ok.. I should have posted our HK post but i am darn lazy to post further.. In fact ths blog entry was triggered by my very troublesome sister who said that my blog is growing cob web.. So my smelly er jie.. I have a new blog entry.. now my blog is more updated than yours!





Buahahahaha! ok. period (with Baby's photo).

Fannie's dream

My sister told me about her dream this morning. It gaves me creep because just before i fell a sleep i heard man coughing in the living room. My initial thought was my dad was back from work but he verified it this morning that he returned home at 11+.. I fell a sleep before 10.. so the cough.. who does it belongs to since i am THE ONLY ONE AT HOME!!!!! Gosh.. this sounded like some creepy ghost story already..

Like I mentioned, my sis told me about her dream. He dreamt of godpa and he told her that he is leaving and will visit me before he move on. The first sefish thought that came across my mind was NO! Not now.. He hadn't seen me in wedding gown. I remembered that he told me he wanted to see me grow up, graduate, pak tor, get married and have children. For the previous mentioned, he only seen the first 9 years of my "grow up" life. So my answer was NO! He cannot leave yet. Not at this moment! He will want to see this.. he want to see this.. 1.5 years more. That's all i ask of him.

On contrary, part of me is happy that he can leave now. He should go if it is the time and it will be good for him. The chance he miss now may not return any more. I shouldn't be so selfish. I once told him to leave in peace. I always knew he is around and never really leave because he is in my heart.

Cry me out

Sometimes during my emo cells are working, I will keep thinking of the unneccessary things. It's like, all that i told you i wanted to share with you, you are now sharing with someone else. It's everyone small details lor.. Hmm.. I ain't jealous but I somehow wonder did my suggestion trigger part of what you are sharing with her. Sometimes i really hope 4 years ago this song was available and i can give you as a gift.

Now i present to you "Cry me out" by Pixie Lott... Enjoy the small details of the song. I will not return no matter what you say or do now. So stop trying to flirt with me.. you already have her.. Part of you can treat her as my replacement, just don't come flirting anymore..

I got you emails

You don't get females now

Do you?

What's in my heart is not in your head

Any way

Mate you're too late

And you ain't the wait

Now were you?

It's out of my hands since you blew the last chance

When you played me

You'll have to cry me out

You'll have to cry me out

The tears that will fall

Means nothing at all

It's time to get over yourself

Baby you ain't all that

Baby there's no way back

You can keep talking but baby i'm walking away

When i found out you messed me about

I was broken

Back then I believed you

Now i don't need ya

No more

The pic on your phone

Proves you ain't alone

She was with you yeah

Now i couldn't care about who, what or where

We're through

You'll have to cry me out

You'll have to cry me out

The tears that will fall

Means nothing at all

It's time you get over yourself

Baby you ain't all that

Baby there's no way back

You can keep talking but baby I'm walking away

Gonna have to cry me out

Gonna have to cry me out

Boy there ain't no doubt

Gonna have to cry me out

Won't hurt a little bit

Boy better get used to it

You can keep talking but baby I'm walking away

You'll have to cry me out

You'll have to cry me out

The tears taht will fall

Means nothing at all

It's time you get over yourself

Cause baby you ain't all that

baby theres no way back

you can keep talking baby I'm walking away

9 months

I was suppose to do this yesterday but it sems like i had not figured out how to use it through my phone... First, gotta wish YX a very happy (belated) birthday!!!!!! I mixed up her date with another friend's again... and lucky i got it rght yesterday. Sorry gal.. seems like i keep mixing up your address, your birthday... not sure of what will comes next...Sorry...

Yesterday marked the 9 months mark! So 9 more months to go.. and i am fully prepared of what may come. YEAH!!! Can't wait.. I am really enjoying this.. How?!

Happy!!!

Ok.. I wanna jot this down before i forget about this happiness. You can say that i am stupid, i still wanna say that i couldn't sleep yesterday night because i was too too too HAPPY! It was suppose to be a normal Sunday for dear and me doing Xmas shopping. On our way to Taka, Dear suddenly asked me, "Do you still want your bubble bubble?" I was quite confused at teh moment because i was concentrating on making our way to Taka and I replied, "Huh? What bubble?" And i seriously thought he is gonna buy me a bottle of bubble.. BUAHAHAHA!! It was like after 5 seconds, I realized what dear was asking! He wanted to buy me the winter jacket from AX!

Though the jacket was bought at 50% discount (dear will never buy for me if its at the original price), I was still very very happy because I had long given up on getting one in Singapore! What can i say... Hmm.. I am loving him more and more everyday! Today we are going for our early Xmas dinner because we are both very busy for this whole week even until Xmas day.and we will be flying off on boxing day. I had brought his present along.. hope he will like my choice!!

Flowers

Can i just have my floral decoration?! Its been like 1 week. So when can i get it??!!

mood-less

When can i confirm my date?! Does every date need to take 1 month to confirm?!
Now we have a date... I thought we can book.. tomorrow the red light will appear and got to wait.

Sometimes i just feel like calling it off.. Why go through so much troubles when I cannot have the final say? Sometimes i seriously wonder what if its their own daughter getting married?Will they do the same thing? No due respect to the girl's family or their feelings?

Sometimes these kinda mean thoughts really came across my mind. Is it because previously when they were preparing their weddings they were being stopped from the preparation? IF they are paying for the whole thing i don't mind waiting since they are paying! CUMON! I PAY HALF OF IT OK?! AND I AM TIRED OF WAITING FOR MONTHS WITH NO CONCLUSION!