Recent feelings...

When a naughty gal falls, it is hard and very painful.. But she knows how to bounce back... Get to her feet.. numb herself in her work and start her new life.. Her world can only be filled with her friends and family.. nevertheless.. her work.. School starting soon.. And she will get busier.. She felt so disappointed with love and decided not to be serious in future.. That's her lesson... That's her karma.. She used to treat good guys like dirt... giving all her commands and not cherishing them.. Now she knows how it felt not to be cherished... Now she understand how cruel love can be towards her when everything ends.. It starts so nicely.. like a fairy tale... and it ended so horribly... So much so that she was sad, angry and disappointed... She was sad because she love him and wanted him to herself... She was angry with herself for not able to fake her ignorant anymore.. She was disappointed with all his lies and now... She is happy she lead a new life... Forever to her is no longer the word... She needed a companion now... and she had found one... the one who listens to her complains and give her part of the attention... One who is willing to make her smile... and regain her naughtiness... Its a kinda companionship which no one will understand... No more commitment for her... neither does she want anything in return... some times she only wanted some attention and she get it... Now... she realise she don't have to depend on any guy.. she have herself.. and her companion..