My Dreams

Had a dream on saturday night... I dreamt of QS.. In the dream.. She was back on a holiday... Funny enough.. That holiday is actually a few days.. and true enough it is something like her coming Sept holidays... Buahaha... I told her yeterday that I dreamt of her.... I seemed to have miss her too much.. So much that i dreamt of her... Buahaha!!!
Another thing i would like to mention is actually my recent dream.. A target to acheive using the rest of my life span... I always had an impression that i was born to climb the corporate ladder... And its my life acheivement.. But as i aged.. realized something which most women will especially those in a relationship... I am still single.. But i realize that one day i will get hitched and there are so many things to consider.. If i concentrate so much on my career.. And if i climbed up... What are the things that i have to give up..? Opportunity cost.. Will i lose my family instead...? Will i lose my future partner...? That's one thing which i had been thinking.. I am now so young and energized.. I can climb my ladder.... Will that make other people feel distance from me?? I really duno... I have a workaholic nature.. People around me knows that... Other than my mum and dad.. Nothing is as important than my career.. Frenz.. dun get angry when you read this part of the content.. My frenz will always have my support.. And i will always be there... My frenz will beThe equally as important to my work... I know that one thing i have to give up in orer to succeed is my stupidity... Actually.. I am really not thinking of entering another relationship at this point of time... Its more of a hindrance... I am going crazy thinking of increasing amount of money i give to my mum every month.. But i guess there will be no increment for after next year for maybe one or two years... I am also going crazy trying to save money and earn more... Seems like S11 virus had hit me real hard.... Haiz... My dreams...