A dependent/independent decision

Went tom the dental specialist on Friday which was suppose to have my first appointment on the braces checked. It was suppose to be a very very normal day for me but it tired me out with this shocking news that the dental specialist told me. Like i had said in the previous blog, I needed support for this decision. I almost could not hold myself together for the rest of the day and at that point of time all i needed was a familiar shoulder. I needed him to be by my side to face all these while i made the decision. Yes again, its not his fault as its his job that he had to fly. But he gave me the support through internet. I can feel it as i had sms-ed him that afternoon and he went back to the hotel quite early that evening.

It is a 100% that i will get my braces done this year. But before i make the decision on the kinda treatment i wanna do, i gotta think carefully whether i wanna straighten my teeth or i wanna cure my problem. I do see that mummy with a certain percentage of guilt in her eyes and was supportive with my decision. Well, she already know my decision as i am old enough to decide for myself on the things i wana do. She do understand (though i did said it --> too honest) that this problem can be easily solved if i had my treatment done earlier and a surgery can be avoided. And now, it's too late to think of the past since we can't turn back time. The specialist wanted me to discuss with my family or even better, ask my family to go for the next appointment with me. He doesn't want me to rush into a decision because when a surgery is involve, risk is there... Ya.. Braces will be done and a Orthognathic surgery is also involve for my treatment. That's my decision. With the support of my love ones. I was scared, really scared that what will happen to me after that. Well, after all, the surgery will be done 2 years later and let me use that chance to slim down (trying very very hard to be as optimistic as possible) since i can't eat solid food or chew.

Ok.. apart from this, dear was back on sat!!! So happy!! I always knew that flight from Penang will arrive earlier than the scheduled time and i went to airport early (rubbish here.. i went to get some things from my friend at Aljunied before her class that's why i was at the airport super early). As usual i will fetch him and go back to his place with him. This time round, after i told him what i want, he got the correct gift back for me!! YEAH!! My Dior Addict 2!!! Love it so much that i had been using it these few days. Actually this perfume was my love since bout 2 years ago but did not get it as i think it's too expensive (Bout $40 more than my Provocative). Since i am not a very "perfumy" person, i'll usually make do with a bottle of perfume. And one last update!! We FINALLY had our V day dinner!!!!!!! At Red House.. an unusual one cause its a messy chinese dinner. And that's CHILLI CRAB (dear have craving on that even before he return from M'sia)!! Shall upload the photos when i am free..