Truely... Thanx....

I know i am stubborn... not really selfish... Lian's words had always been harsh... Its her... and everyone knows about it... Remember there was once in school she totally wreck my pride and i cried all the way home... Even hoon lent me her shoulders.... She meant her good will... and i truely thank her.... Just let me be stubborn one more time... I maybe abit selfish... but not to the extend of creating troubles from my selfishness... These are not excuses... When i am still so hard hearted to my ex boyfriends... All my friends said that i had not truely fell for someone yet.. But now... Its real... I really like that person alot... and i tried to leave before(this is not excuse lian..) but i cant.. I cant bring myself to go... I am very silly i know... Very stupid also... In the end i will still hurt myself... Shi.. i wont cry in the middle of the night myself.. i will call you up and bother you the whole night... hahahha.... What goes around comes around.. I will accept all the outcome... But now really feel like going on a holiday... If possible better go on a trip near xmas.... if not i will try to organise one somewhere near.... Hoony told me she don't want me to be so dumb... she don't want me to get hurt like her... I love her and i love myself and my family... so even when i am hurt i wont do anything silly... Than frenz!!