Utterly disappointed...

Ask me why am i so lucky to get this kinda shit all the time...? It really hurts alot... so much that i had to face the fact... Felt so cruel to myself... forcing me to face everything and push out my feelings... Life still have to goes on... I have to recover... Though i am emotionally drained.. I will look for someone.. a someone better.. and i know i can do it.. coz i am strong.. no more weakling me...