SURRENDER!!!!!!!!!!

I surrender! Give up! I had already stepped out of my circle and move towards you... but the response from you is still the same... I really wonder did i do the right thing... I told him i dun wanna fall for someone who dun like me.. Isn't it very clear that i am telling him i like him? If he have his reserve and doesn't want any commitment than that shall be it... he can tell me straight.. I wont mind.. It is not like we can't be friends any more... Haiz... I really dun understand old man at all... CCL told me maybe he think that i am too young... Carrot told me she think he is not serious... no matter what.. I had surrendered... Put it behind and forget about it...

Hippest place in Singapore

I guess the recent most "in" place to club is the newly opened St. James Powerstation.. well... not really that fantastic after all.... Spent my xmas there last year.. was very fun at Power House... Guess because the crowd there that day was fun... but went there again last friday... not that good as compared to the other time... Had been clubbing non stop since xmas... haiz.... gonna try out the ladies night tomorrow... buahahaa!!! Carrot and Terese were shaking their head after friday... haiz... saddening... I got the membership there... guess that will be my often hangout..

Called carrot on saturday to ask what she wanna tell me on friday night... and after what she told me.. I chose to believe her hunch... She is always very correct.. I guess i really should stay as calm and patient towards alot of things... It sent me into thinking of alot of things... Damn frustrated... dats why went for a haircut after lunching with my family.. grandpa's birthday... Had my nails done also.. with crystals... Think its really time to doll myself up often... I wont stay young forever... As my birthday is nearing... really quite sad because getting old....