Crazy woman....

I was feeling rather crazy yesterday night after some beers and chivas.... not alot of it.. but i drank with an empty stomach it sent me to the hills.... it came across my mind on some question that i would like to know and i asked him yesterday night after i reached home... some girls will share my thoughts to whether their boyfriends are still in contact with their ex thus i asked him the same question... his answer to me was i was thinking too much... but he did answer my question after much persistent from me.... He always behave like this... there are certain things i know that he will answer me if i persist... well.. i will definately answer him if he asked me the same question....

J asked if i love him yesterday.. i dare not answer this question as i know i do but i am afraid of anything unhappy to happen.. you know.. we can never predict our future... At this point of time.. i just want him to be my last one... I can feel every bit of his love... and as usual.. we are another unusual couple who likes to irritate each other and at the same time we still care.. buahahaa!!! some times i wonder does he feels the same as me regarding our relationship...

Our 2 months!!!!!!

Ha! Its exactly 2 months!! not really exactly if we alk about hours... I don't think he remember... buahahaha.. maybe he does.. just that he pretend not to.. because he like to irritate me... well.. this kinda behaviour is vice versa... We will be going for dinner and movie tonight.. its my treat this time because i forgot my phone yesterday and he went to get it for me in the afternoon.. what a sweetie right??? Too bad he don't look like one.... buahahha!!! i miss him so much... buahahaha...

Feel~

Its coming 2 months next Friday.. its only so short to think about alot of future.. but the feeling in me just feels like it had been more dan 2 months.. thinking back on 12 Aug i will still feel the happiness... he knew what was in my mind back then and the words he said realy made me feel so happy... He called me yesterday night but i was already in LaLa land and don't quite remember what we spoke about.. I can only vaguely remember that he called that was the reason for me to check my phone early this morning.. i was trying hard not to call him and controlled until i went into my dreams... he will be having his test this week and is studying.. that was why i controlled myself and try not to call him... i was both happy and surprised that he called me...

i can sense his effort towards the relationship and i will try harder to be more understanding... We did not meet the last weekend.. guess we met enough during weekdays as it was like almost everyday thingy.. so i went to QS chalet on sat and he went to watch soccer with his friend after revision in school.. he did offer to drive me home after his Liverpool match because i had been sick the whole week.. and sat was quite bad also... buahaha!! but i had so much fun that i wanted to stay on... so he went back to sleep... I had always believe that we need a certain amount of personal time to spend with friends.. That's why i will still spend time with my friends and i wont restrict him to spend time with his friend... If it really unintentionally happened i hope he will voice out to make me realise it... Lastly.. i wanna say... I love you dear...