Feel~

Its coming 2 months next Friday.. its only so short to think about alot of future.. but the feeling in me just feels like it had been more dan 2 months.. thinking back on 12 Aug i will still feel the happiness... he knew what was in my mind back then and the words he said realy made me feel so happy... He called me yesterday night but i was already in LaLa land and don't quite remember what we spoke about.. I can only vaguely remember that he called that was the reason for me to check my phone early this morning.. i was trying hard not to call him and controlled until i went into my dreams... he will be having his test this week and is studying.. that was why i controlled myself and try not to call him... i was both happy and surprised that he called me...

i can sense his effort towards the relationship and i will try harder to be more understanding... We did not meet the last weekend.. guess we met enough during weekdays as it was like almost everyday thingy.. so i went to QS chalet on sat and he went to watch soccer with his friend after revision in school.. he did offer to drive me home after his Liverpool match because i had been sick the whole week.. and sat was quite bad also... buahaha!! but i had so much fun that i wanted to stay on... so he went back to sleep... I had always believe that we need a certain amount of personal time to spend with friends.. That's why i will still spend time with my friends and i wont restrict him to spend time with his friend... If it really unintentionally happened i hope he will voice out to make me realise it... Lastly.. i wanna say... I love you dear...