Monday, July 18, 2005

GRADUATED!!!!!

When i first entered Ngee Ann Poly, LEM, all my hope is to graduste within 3 years... Now what i had hoped for had came true and even more than i had expected... Though my mum and dad will definately not read this blog... i know that my sisters can inform them... haha... or rather they can feel it.. (if they are able to...) haha..... I entered this school with my L1R4: 24 ('O' level).... Can still remember that i was quite sad then... I had never wanted to enter anything to do with business... My interest had always been Science and Music... and nothing more than that..... Not long after i started school... I got to know a group of fun friends full of integrity!!!! That's why i consider myself lucky as compared to my other frenz... hehehe... They had inspired me to study hard... though i think i play even harder... haha... somtimes even slept in lectures... haha... Can still remember the first time i took a prize... Scored distinction... That was so shiok man!!! haha.. had never scored so well before... Finally i can show mummy that i like school again... i love to study again... i love projects... And finally..... mummy and daddy is able to witness me on stage... receiving a prize... infront of the whole (almost) division.... though is the second time for mummy... the first was during primary 5... and after that she never got any chance to see me on stage again.... I was sad to leave my frenz... but i am happy to move on with my life... looking for more excitement than to study.... At this point... anyone reading will think that i will stop studying... you are wrong!!! i will continue to pursue my degree... in months to come... this time... i will fly the whole family to Australia to witness my graduation!!!

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

Boyfriends.............

Sometimes i just think that it is not easy to manage a relationshipwhen the time of both parties really crash... Why am i always seem to be at fault when i really have no time for him?? He did not complain, instead, it's my family who complained.... I tried all means to spare my time for him.... I have rehearsals every saturday afternoon till night for Taurus Concert... Think will be spending alot of time for Mercury Mock Concert as well.... My weekdays are burnt from my work and concert rehearsals... so are my weekends.... I just wanna spend more time with my family... At the same time i have to give myself a break from work by enjoying outside... When its time to play i wont work... So when he is out every weekends, i tried to accompany him... Though i have my time constraint too..... I had always been as free as bird... not to mention when my parents ground me la... and i still think that its kinda sudden for me to change my lifestyle to suit another person's slot... Maybe its the thinking that makes everything work... Some gals cant live without boyfriends while some are vice versa...... So i am not the weird one... Considering i have company (gals like me).... hehe... Sometimes i really cant differentiate between infatuation and like..... I know that my boyfriend is every gal's dream (maybe)... A good guy who possess good characteristics and look (especially the height).... but he is still childish and not sensitive enough.... At this point of time... Some who are reading this may disagree... but you wont know until you are his girlfriend....... I agree i am very fierce.... but i just dun understand why i just duno how to communicate properly with him... i cant understand his thinking.. he cant understand mine too....

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Ride to IMM

Ha... My mum and dad finally wanted to boast my confidence... They had allowed me to drive them, as well as er jie and little Ethylyn to IMM from home... Juz that i cant park there.... Shiok man... finally can drive a longer distance.... though my family is quite scared to sit in the first time, i can proudly says that i am really good that day... Oopss... seems like i forgot to say when... Its a sunday!!! A family day!!! Recently i also found that my gastric is not feeling very well..... think most prob my gastric flu is coming... showing signs of it.... Feel like vomitting everytime i eat... Cant eat alot also... No appetite to eat at all.... Yesterday went Goodwood Park for high tea i also didnt eat much, even when i juz had a pandan cake for breakfast only.... Wat the.... The high tea there.... not really very nice la... so so lor... i still prefer Shangri-La weekends dinner buffet!!! that's the bez!!! even the bread and butter pudding at Goodwood Park cant be compared!!!!