Updates of last week end and Rihanna Concert!

FINALLY! Rihanna's concert pixy were uploaded! Ok.. after my previous post i think Superbaby had disappeared or maybe he/she is reading my blog now and is waiting for me to complain about dear again so that he/she can comment about my "immaturity". Buahahahaha!

Nevermind, I am gonna blog about Rihanna now! I tell you lor people.. The concert was awesome though it was short. Ya.. you see, 60mins for $128 is considered expensive right? I was telling myself that i was lucky not to get the $225 tickets and cry over the amount of cash paid for sucha short concert. Both carrot and me think that at least its not a waste of our hard earned bloody cash since the concert was super duper high even before Rihanna appeared. Believe it or not, we did not sit down for the whole 60 mins because everybody were standing! MOST IMPORTANTLY, Carrot and me almost became deaf from the shouting of the crowd. The girls at my right were shouting frantically and the girls towards Carrot's upper left row were shouting madly.

Let the pixy do the talking!



Cam-whoring before the concert starts.



Look at the crowd behind me!



OOH! Starting soon!!

I managed to grab this using my cammy, Though we were seated quite far behind, I caught this using my digital zoom + steady hands from the big screen at the far back of the stage!

After the concert it's cam-whore time again!

After the concert, Carrot and I thought it will be too idiotic to squeeze up the transport. So we went for a romantic stroll behind the stadium. See.. so romantic right?

We were so happily snapping pixy all the way and the people at Brewerkz must be thinking that we were a couple of crazy cute chicks. Buahahahha!

See... Nice right?

Oh! My favourite photo of that night.

Ok.. and the above pixy will end the event for the night. Buahahahahaha!

There's really nothing much dear and me will do during weekends because he likes to sleep and I will do nothing when he oink his way. Ya.. Its a waste of weekends because its not like he can't oink during weekdays and why does he have to oink during weekends?!

I will always complain this to him and sometimes got very angry with him over his laziness. Its not like he gotta wake up so early during weekdays like me because his time is rather flexi when it comes to work. He can wake up at 9+ a.m. or sometimes even 1p.m.! At least for last weekend, he did manage to make an effort to wake up earlier. Buahahahha!

It was Ethyl's birthday celebration last weekend and my family had planned to go ECP for the celebration. Dear came to fetch me and later to Anna's house to fetch Pig Pig. Buahahaha! After that we went to Bedok to collect Dear's Megatron before we started out at ECP.

Cycling had never been an activity for me and Dear ever since we dated. Ya.. we really lead a very boring life.. So since we have the chance to show off our balancing skill, dear and i cycled all the way from some where near McDonald's to Bedok jetty. This was actually a short ride comparing the one i did with Joanna and Wah the previous time. Any way, here's 2 cutesy pixy i had with dear at Bedok Jetty.

My boring Friday

This is not suppose to be a blog about the below which i am about to blog. My initial intention was to blog about Rihanna concert yesterday but since i had not received the pixy from Carrot, i shall blog about that after both carrot and me load the pixy.


Heres some things to share with everyone. As you people had read about, last week, there was this random stranger who had commented my blog entry and totally pissed my sisters and my sisters friends off. Today, due to my "eng-ness" in office, i discovered that the superbaby who had commented in the blog titled "Tired" also commented in my other entries.

I seriously wondered if he/she is still reading my blog ofter the hoo-haa but any way, i don't care. Here's my reply....


It started on 2nd Oct blog when he/she expressed his/her concern on 6th Nov. I think this random stranger must be having a very bored day that he.she started to comment in so many blog entries in one day. The comment for 2 of my entries are the same some more.

And i tell you all hor, if you are really so free to back date my blog entries, you go and read about the things i had written does not only consist of my life with dear. Let me refresh everybody memory. The entry was talking about me thinking of changing job partly because MY BOYFRIEND THINK THAT I AM EARNING TOO LITTLE. Tell me, who the heck will a proper person ever will say such hurting words to your partner? Oh, and probably i did not make myself even clearer and should clarify it now. Hmm... Did i even mention in my blog before that dear is in his 30s now? And from the above comment from SB, thanks for cursing me. AND IN CASE YOU ARE NOT VERY WELL EDUCATED IN CURRENT ISSUE, there is this thing called IVF.


The below comment which i had print screen on SB comment was on both my entries on 14th Oct and 20th Oct.

I seriously think that something was very wrong with this person. He/she seem to like to filter out the happy thing i had blogged. I blogged about my happy dinner, happy concert and happy zoo outing with dear too in the blog for "Forever blur" and he/she only commented for the unhappy things like how dear sister took the cammy which caused the lateness in the photo upload and bla bla.


Yeah.. I am being resentful and I complain alot. Bf know that and he like to complain also. Who the heck here don't complain? ya.. I was being so resentful that i asked bf if his family wanted to get anything when i went shopping. I was being resentful when i reminded bf to ask him mum to take a look at the show flat together. Hmm... What else can i be resentful about?


Any way, my bf like me to complain alot so that we know what we are unhappy about. Ok.. SB, if you are a female, you will probably enjoy your bf complaining your pay is too low, your breast is too small, your ass is too flabby and you are not rich? Don't get me wrong, i was initailly very angry when i heard all these but grew numb to his DAILY COMPLAINS.


Hmm... Maybe you will wanna know more about my PRIVATE life you can be my best friend then. This is a public blog and i don't think i wanna blog too much things here because there are actually people expressing views that I complain too much.


P/S: YEAH PEOPLE!!! I was blogging half way through and received the email from ebay that i had won my bid!!! I bidded a Megatron master piece for dear!! He won't be too surprise at this because he was the one who encouraged me to buy it. BUT I WON IT! YEAH!! That will be his Xmas pressie. Anybody here know any one selling Optimus Prime Master piece? We call it MP-01 as well. Let me know if anyone going Japan... Buahahahha!!

WOW!

It wasn't actually my intention to blog today BUT this is just an entry to repond to my dear sisters, edyrach and superbaby. Before i start, i had discussed the details with dear and he had no objection to what i was going to write.

To superbaby: Thanks for your comments with lousy english though. I did not know that there are somebody else reading my blog other than my sisters and good friends. I will assume that you are a random stanger because all my friends will either call me or identify themselves should they wanted to leave (a) comment(s) here. Well, I am not saying that you are not welcome and i think you are correct because a blog is a public place and anyone can read it. I was just wondering how did you manage to come across my blog?!

Thank you for your concern on my comedian lifestyle. In fact for your information, i am a comedian to all my friends. A person who is short circuit and behave like a clown in any occassion. I don't see anything wrong with it since i will get their laughter in return. My boyfriend treat me like an idiot or clown sometimes too. He will do something or say something real difficult and expect me to be a blond who will be impress by his knowledge. Well, sometimes women should behave dumb to retain men ego but my boyfriend is proud to have a clever girlfriend. This should be the reason why he was able to ask for my help when he was doing research while studying for his Masters.

I am not sure how many entries had you read because you only commented on the previous one. Somehow, I don't think you will be interested in any of my explanation since you will think that i am defending myself just as much as my sisters had been doing since after lunch today. Honestly speaking, i would very much hope that my boyfriend will leave his comment instead of me sitting here writing on his behalf. I had been telling him about the "war" my sisters had with you while we were both happily "pak-toring" and watching Quantum of Solace. He just couldn't be bothered about you even though somehow or rather you had defended him. He knew that i like to complain about him and sometimes it extended to my blog. Hmm... maybe you would wanna read the blog entry which i had written during September?! Anyway, thanks for your concern and dear was kinda "touched" that somebody had actually defended him. Even when some of your words were rather offensive, I will not take it to heart since this is a democratic society and Obama won the election (an analogy to democrats if you even understand my joke).

Oh ya.. one more point to add on. This is a reply to "This is not a trade unless you wan to treat it as a trading relationship.. In the world there's not such thing as fairness.. ". Probably to your dismay, my boyfriend and me both enjoyed this kinda trading relationship. Much to the fact that we enjoy talking about fairness to each other. Erm.. One example for you will be if he had paid for movie, i will pay for the meal or vice versa. Do you understand? One more example if you needed to be convince, We will both set a same budget for pressies of all occassions. The most typical one will be, if i get him a $350 pressie, he will also get me a pressie at that price. His budget will change depending on how much i will be spending on him. So far, we had been enjoying this kinda relationship. Well, we are a pair of weirdos.

Oh.. One more thing superbaby, with respond to your "As for me, I always fight for my own rights and happiness but do it gracefully without hurting anyone.. Always remember "wat is to be is up to me"... People dun do it, then I do it with ease not resentful.." For your information, bf and i had been fighting because we had both been fighting for our indidvidual rights. Hmm... somehow, if you are also understanding enough, you should know that people have different stand and have different rights. Everyone would LOVE to be righteous (another analogy if you even understand again). Also, to respond to your "As her sis, put yourself in a shoes of a nobody to jugde the things she wrote in her blog which may cause hurt to the other which maybe is not wat he meant.. Did she really do a confirmation with him at the first place.." I had asked my bf before i replied to you. He had indeed given his confirmation to start to pak-tor, to plan for our future and to buy a house. And I DID NOT ASK YOU TO JUDGE MY BLOG. Because i don't need a judge to my blog unless you are telling me you are a judge (if you even understand this is actually a joke).

Ok.. Lastly to respond to "Telling everyone in should a open blog does it means respect.. I have doubts here.. I think even if one day he wanted to leave he might also scared that his privacy being leak in blog.. hahaha.. sound scary rite.. " This will be on behalf of my bf. Honestly, he think this is crap and he think that i am entitled to write anything in my blog. He just think that you are super bo-liao to be even free to start the "war" in my blog. Oh ya.. If you are even a follower to my blog, I had blogged about my ex boyfriends here as well. I had a very lousy broke up with my ex but it was not stated clearly in here because i UNDERSTAND what is PRIVACY. If you even read my blog clearly, which pat of PRIVACY do you not understand that i did not divulge the reason of my tireness to my bf and my argument?

To my sisters and edyrach: Thanks for your comments as well! Buahahhaa! Very happy to see my blog being so popular now. I thought that nobody knew my blog even existed. Buahaha! Super duper happy to see my blog getting so many comments. Since this part of my blog is dedicated to those who had defended me, i think i better make myself clearer because i believe you all know about my situation more than SOMEBODY.

Like i had said, Ken and I had both took leave to pak-tor since there had been alot of arguments regarding the house. Should i use the word compromise? Hmm... Ok.. we had came to a resolution. I believe RESOLUTION is a much better word than COMPROMISE since both me and him had agreed on it. AND HE SAID THAT I CAN PUT THIS IN MY BLOG BECAUSE HE THINK THAT THIS IS MY SPACE AND HE HAD NO OBJECTION TO IT.

Dearest sisters, you gals know that my final fate will be staying with MIL and worst nightmare will be not able to purchase the flat at all. Ya... We will not be buying the Bishan place because Fengshui Master said that the direction is not correct. It is also very expensive and financially we will be tight up because Ken had to support his mother's 2nd condo (bf mum bought another condo other than the current condo they are staying in). For the past few days, he had been trying to make me accept on staying into the new condo which his mum had bought and will TOP at 2010. He said, we are not in a hurry to get a house and can look around since we already have a place available. Ok.. I had accepted what he had proposed at a final showdown just now. I know you gals will be very angry now because this doesn't sound very good at all. In fact, this is not the best idea to even consider at all. His sisters had willingly accepted that the three of tem will still share the loan for the new condo and we can move in. So in the end, i will have a FREE place to stay! Woohoo! But, this comes with a condition. Because that new condo is a place his mum had bought as an investment, we had became the third priority. That means, they will first try to sell the new condo (as in if the market is good and they can make profit), if not, they will try to rent it out, worse come to worse if the above to are not feasible, we will move in and stay in it.

I DON'T even need to pay for anything at all because Ken will be paying for it as per agreed by him just now. His family had came out with this for him so for my part, and being as UNDERSTANDING AS I CAN BE, I am fine with this decision and had told him that we will only start to hunt for house in year 2010 since we have the final answer to the EXTRA CONDO.

Lastly, to defend Ken, he had put himself in my shoe that nobody like to stay with MIL. Since his mum EXTRA condo will be like just 1 street away, it is a feasible plan. I had just found out the information of that EXTRA condo from him, it seemed quite big. Well, same old thing, we are the third priority to the plan and all decisions can only be finalized when the condo is ready. So we will hang on and wait until then. He do understand that i will not wanna have any more babies by 30. Oops.. am i divulging too much of my presonal life?! Ok.. Lets talk about this some other day because i would like to have some PRIVACY. Now i am a famous cow ok... so i need to have PRIVACY.

P/S: I did not actually wanna write about the EXTRA condo and part of the reason to the recent quarrel. Regarding dear's privacy, i had asked him and was CONFIRMING with him if i can actually jot this down and he had agreed to it.

Tired..

A word which i use everyday because of my own laziness. Today, this kinda tireness felt different. I felt so numb and tired to speak of anymore on that topic. Even though we are still waiting for the result, I had a very bad feeling about it.

Everytime, every delay made, i had an uneasy feeling. How much more time can we waste procrestinating? How long can we wait? How much further can we walk together? All these unanswered questions popped into my mind.

While we were hanging out often, I waited for you to confirm our relationship.

When we are a couple, I waited for you on your confirmation to a future.

When we wanted to get a nest, I waited for you to gove the green light.

I guess, after all these waiting, the only time when you need to wait for me is just to wait for me to finish my braces treatment.

When i was in hospital alone before the extraction of my premolars and wisdom tooth, you were not there waiting for me. To a certain point, i think that it is quite reasonable that you only accompany me when my surgery was done because its kinda waste of time just to wait. Even though you waited for me to be given the green light for discharge the whole afternoon, do you know that i will be even happier if you were with me through the whole day?

There was one occassion i remembered you waiting for me for 45 mins because i was held up in a de-brief. Your face turned black and you were showing me attitude due to the long waiting time. Have it ever occurred to you that there were 2 occassions when i waited for you 1 hour each and you could not stand my temper and attitude?

Do you understand how i feel now? I had been in a roller coaster ride ever since we discussed about getting a flat? We had been looking forward to this, and now, situation is so different. Somehow, I know i should be more understanding but i can't. From all the talk that we had shared, the situation we are in, i can't help but to feel that you are selfish. I can't feel your sincerity towards our future. You can't say that i don't trust you and I am not someone who build trust. I trusted and waited and defended you countless times infront of friends and family. Have you ever defended me? Have you ever put even part of my interest before certain decision you make? Maybe you will say you had no other choice bla bla bla.. and it really sounded like stage lines when you tried to explain everything.

I am not a computer. You can't expect me to accept every reason and wake up pretending nothing had ever happened. I can't reboot my mind. At this point of time, have it ever occurred to you that probably some comforting and much more assuring action can make me feel better?

Towards a new stage

Recently, Dear and I had a new target - to search for our nest. Don't worry friends, I am not getting hitched yet. All these are still at the initial planning stage. Here's what we had done during last weekend.

On Saturday, because i was so interested with the showflatsat both AMK and Bishan, Mummy compromised to my request and instead of going to see the chinese physician for her back, we went to AMK for the showflat! Buahahahahah! We were there at about evening time and that's the very right time to see the position of the sun if we are seriously considering the flats. Dear was the one who navigated the position and all fengshui related stuff while i will be the one to look at the layout of the flat as well as the designing stuff. Of course, the most important thing will be the surrounding and the fixed stuff that comes along with the flats.

The AMK flats generally have no more 4 rooms left for us to chose and the 5 rooms are too small for the price. the design layout of the flat and the units are not very attractive so dear and i did not expressed much interest to it. Mummy don't think that that's a very ideal place as well due to the sun and the units left for selection does not have very good fengshui.

Since we had both decided to take a look at the Bishan DBSS on Sunday morning, we decided to take AMK as a reference. It was actually my idea to take a look at the Bishan flat on Saturday but dear think that it will be too crowded and the Q will be quite long, he suggested for Sunday morning and we can be the first few.

So on Sunday Morning, Dear grabbed me, his mum and his maid to Bishan to view the flat! I can say we weren't the first but we were the first to be asked to Q. Buahahaha! There were quite a few couples before us and the people did not ask if they wanted to take a seat inside and Q while waiting for the official opening time. I gotta say, i was quite excited but wasn't feeling very well yesterday.

Everything turns out fine and I was quite happy with the flats. Dear liked the place and he thing that the positioning of the flats and the fengshui should be quite good! Honestly speaking, i had the rush to submit my application immediately but both dear and me had to discuss with our family before we really decide to take on this burden.

I had a discussion with Mummy and (not really much discussion) Daddy. By just looking at the brochure, mummy was very supportive and encouraging to Bishan flats. Daddy also think that its fine but he think the level which i had proposed is too high. honestly, i am still seeking for dear's approval for an even higher level. Buahahahha! Now its dear's turn to tell me about his family discussion.

Mummy had actually been very very supportive since the day i told her that dear and i were planning for a nest. My sisters told me that mummy had been waiting for me to settle? Buahahaha!

Actually this had not been smooth for both me and dear as well. Because of the nest matter, we had quarrelled and talked on certain sensitive issue last week and finally compromised. All i can hope for is that he obtained the approval to purchase the flat. I am not sure if dear share the same excitement as i had for this plan of getting a nest. Why don't you tell me. I was daydreaming on my way home while in dear's car and he was asking what's my thought. I told him i was thinking if we were so unlucky that we were not chosen for the balloting, what should we do? Instead of indulging in my negative thoughts, he asked me to think what if were had been chosen as the first few to select the flats? Sometimes, I really felt good when he tried to get rid of my negative thoughts and input part of his great imagination.

There are times like this that made me think, if god-pa is still around, he will also be as supportive, encouraging and happy as mummy is. I believe he will like dear and also will love dear just like his own son. If he is still around, he will definately wanna take a look at the show flats as well. Hehehehe! Probably if he is still around, i would already had my braces done and not wait till now. Buahahahah! I am missing him too much and think its time i gotta go "bai bai".