Every moment with you

Spending time with you had become somthing real difficult... Finally its 5 weeks and we met up again.. though i am very tired today.. But i am still happy that i spent time with you... Stop swearing when you drive ok? and try to be more patient.. I love you honey!

Happy Birthday!! Not me la..

Buahahahaha... Looking at this little gal.. really can't believe that she had turned one this year. Look at the car she was riding on. It was my present for her. I simply love her so much. Such a cute little gal, isn't she? Suddenly she seemed to have grown so much and big. Sorry babe. Your aunty here went to watch Harry Potter, thus, turned up late for your birthday party. Harry potter was really so nice! Just simply cant help watching it again... Whoever here.. I wanna watch again.. Ask me along ok? Hehehe.. If only Lynnie is old enough i will definately bring her along.. Lynnie gal.. yiyi here will definately bring you out for movie..

Dinner & Dance

Friday, 18 Nov 2005 was GE's DND.. Guess watz our Theme? It'S Aloha! Aloha! Buahahahahahaha! Dun worry.. That's not what i wore for my DND, I had a top too... I also had another pic with Ciuyi. Is was fun but the food was bad.. Never mind.. but at least i had a fun time at the DND!!! Sorry if anyone find the pic irritating.. i know that i dun have very nice figure..


Taken with Ciuyi at DND before it starts.. How's my make up? Actually i helped Ciuyi also make up but due to the light i guess its not easy to see..

I miz you...

Honey.... I am thinking of you and going crazy..... You messaged me that you will only be back on monday... I know i have no choice but to accept it... Your job requires you to go overseas... My job needs me to stick my butt on the chair... I am not being difficult... Just that.. I'm trying to find a way to vent my frustration!! Ok.. Most importantly... You told me you know how to take care of yourself... and i believe so.. Coz you are old enough.. I will be drinking tonight and will stop before i reach my limit... Dun worry for me ok? This post is for you... and you should know better than any one else...

Thanx Ms Wong Qiuyi!!

Here i muz thanx Ms Wong for helping me upgrade this blog of mine... Hehehehe.. I know that i had been very straight forward and certain times might had hurt you through my words.. But the naggy me is like this.. and all the words were to let you grow... and for your good... That's why i though i am angry with you i will still wake you up in the morning and get you breakfast.. you should understand that this friend of yours show concern through actions more than work.. So next time i on leave you better answer my call and wake up... Dun waste on cab ok? Andone last thing a very THANK YOU for the help you gave to my blog and friendster!!!!!!!!!

Just a post

Let's look at the everyday routine.. Wake up--> work--> go home--> sleep.. Maybe a weekend schedule is just some movie with friends or dinner with boyfriends... I had alot of friends who envy the amount i get from my job... And when you get the figure.. One thing you realise is.. You are stressful... I admitted that i wanna work hard and climb high... But its really very difficult to be a high flyer especially with so much stress... Somehow, i feel like having a holiday, relax and have agood rest.. But deep down i knew that i wont bear to let my work down.. I work hard and played hard.. I used to play harder than work.. Now, I work harder than play.. How do i know? I finally had one full day to myself on friday but i realise that it's work that spin in my head.. I can't stop thinking bout urgent matters.. I love my job.. So much so that i had dreams bout my work and wake up in the middle of my dreams think of my emails..

Ever since i saw the my friend's profile in friendster, i was kinda struck down also.. We used to share strong bond in school and was so close... Thinking back.. Those days when we stayed and do projects in school.. Draw our future and plan for future gatherings together.. It's kinda saddening to think back... I couldn't figure out whether its because i was too sensitive or it's a fact that they really wanna shun me..

Concert!!

Seems like i had not talked much bout my concert.... 23 October 2005 the group finally went up for concert... Though it was tough as Taurus are only left with Hua, Gao ren, Sean, Michelle and me... With this few people.. I am only close with Hua... And throughout the whole thing i keep telling myself and Hua... We are representing Taurus up... We are still Taurus... We have to sing for the team mates who are not up... I really hope we can all went up... But at least we still have some Pisces with us... We performed at NTUC Auditorium... That's a great place!!! After performance... I felt so relieve and light... Finally that the had passed... One thing i was very happy was that my sisters are able to witness me on stage... this gave me encouragement and wanted to show them my hard work all these while...

"Husband-Wife" look??

People said that we look like a couple... Or rather we have a "husband-wife" face... Hehehehe... If you people thinks that he is R... Sorry... His name is Chong Long... We had known eachother more than a decade.. And he is my very best friend..

Relaxing friday morning..

Finally i can have an off day!!! So happy... No B/Ls to clear today, no documents to dig today, no updates today!!! My colleagues bet that i will go back to office and cancel my off today... oops! Too bad... i managed to clear everything yesterday night. Talking back yesterday night., i was quite disappointed. R was suppose to come and drive me out but it was called off because his daddy was using the car and was not in a good mood.. We chatted over the phone several times and went back to sleep when his dad was still not back yet at 2330 near 0000. I was very disappointed and for a moment i almost went crazy thinking of him. He wanted me to scold him to make me feel better but i decided not to.. It's not his fault anyway and its not anyone's fault.. He wasn't happy also.. I can feel it.. Sometimes i am really scared that our relationship won't work out one day because of my hectic schedule and his work schedule.. He knew that i love my job and will not leave the job yet...

The reson why i wanted to meet him is to pass his birthday present to him.. Erm.. His birthday had passed one month ago... and the present is still with me.. Well shows that we are really spending minimal time with each other.. I miss him and tried my best to wrap up the present. Well.. Anyone who knows me well knows that i am not an arts and craft person.. And whenever i buy a present, i will get the wrapper from any shop where i buy the present and get the sales person to wrap for me... Thus, I had tried my best and put my hearts into it.. He is the third guy i am willing to spend so much of my time wrapping and decorating his present. The first guy was 4 years ago, LF. I can still remember that the class gave him a watch and i shopped for his present over the weekend with my sister. Due to my budget, i had decided to get a simple yet meaningful present. Guess what i chose? A photoframe from Precious Moment! Well nothing great.. I did some decorations and went to passed it to him... The second person was just a few months ago.. During March.. It's P 21st birthday.. I wasn't his gf at that time and i shared this present with CL.. I got a box of chocolates from chocolatebox and the wrapping was done by the person... Its a relieve to me cause i did not have to wreck my brain... But somehow.. I felt that i should get something more.. I went to PS to get him a giant birthday card and decorated it using color pencils.. I did my best.. But... The card turned out like a birthday invitation card done by a 5-year-old kid... Quite disappointed actually... Anyway... These two person became my friend after we broke off... Nothing to lose.. Hehehehehehe..

0520 (5 Nov 2005)

Its just another morning when my phone rings at 0520 Hrs. I t is very frustrating cause as all of you knows that i would be in the middle of my sleep. Somehow, I had a feeling that i have to answer this call no matter how tired i was. I was right to make the decision! R called me after he touched down and on his way home. I had not hear him since tuesday (1 Nov)! Here's part of our conversation which i was so ecstacised by it:

R: NANA!!
G: You're back!
R: I miz you
G: I miz you too.. you are gone for so long...
R: What to do..? when i fly?? wed?
G: Nope... tues..
R: Oh.... I love you honey... I miz you so much
G: I miz you too...
R: Can i bring you to see my parents?
G: I will be glad if you do that!
R: Can we meet up more often? Can you fit into my schedule?
G: Can! If you are willing to...
R: When you wanna get get married?
G: I had not given a thought bout it yet..
R: Next year?
G: Next year??!! Are you crazy?? I am only 21 and is still young..
R: Then when?
G: My initial plan was 27..

Here's a little conversation to share... I was both shocked and happy by his sudden question bout parents and marriage... Coz i had nevr thought that is one who wanted to get married... Hope its all true and real that he wanna show me to his parents... But i seriously is going crazy waiting for him to call...