Depression

Haiz... its quite depressing sometimes especially recently.. when all the negative comments starts to come in from the surrounding people.. from those whoever concerns.... Had heard this kinda comments for months previously and now its coming back.. but from different people.. those who used to say it are too tired to repeat.. and its really getting depressing to listen it again from a different group of people... what should i do????????? Haiz.. Maybe its really time to change my directions and carry on with something else.... I keep reminding people that i still have the time... but its really getting tiring to hang on to something without any return.... there are a few times when i was at the verge of giving up but insisted on hanging on in conclusion... what goes around comes around... since i insisted the way it is.. it always comes back to the start point after several turns... what should i do????????? may be this is a sign... the bla bla sign to show my way out... i am seriously considering the vietnam invititaion.... hoping that a new start will fall upon me.... should i shut myself down???? maybe for a few weeks??? ok.. lets give that some considerations...i need a new start.. some new batteries.. need to re-charge myself... my promise to myself before i went Bintan.. its time to fulfil that... promises are not meant to be broken....Only i can help myself now....