不只是不是人长大了慢慢的也很容易想起很多的往事。
你，
是如此的疼爱我。
是如此的纵容我。
是如此的宠我。
从不曾对我发脾气。
从不曾打我。
给了我永远都不能再拥有的回忆。
的愿望是否是想看我慢慢的长大？
是否也要看我成家立业？
那天的情景我永生都不会忘记。六点半的新闻才刚开始， 我才刚要吃饭，妈妈在赶为完成的工作。一切就如平凡的一天。可是，在我要吃第一口饭的时候，电话响了。 这口饭我永远都不可能吞得下。妈妈说，你出了意外，要爸爸立刻载我和妈妈到医院去。我们得到的消息不完全，结果就在医院附近兜了好多圈。我也没去数到底过了多久，我只知道天色慢慢的转暗。这是的爸爸和妈妈也开始担心，可是，我们却在医院附近遇见了姑姑和姑丈们。
我不晓得又过了多久，又绕了多少个圈，我们终于在验尸处和其他人会合。当时，警察叔叔嫌我太小不让我近去认尸。不想接受事实的我在十五分钟后确定了所有的不可能。那天的每一幕我都清清楚楚地记得。可是，为什么我怎么都记不起你的忌日呢？
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
FOUND!
Hey friends, happy belated deepavali.. As those close to me will know, I am changing job again! Yesh.. I am changing job again.
I will not disclose any information as of now but i am leaving my company in 3-4 weeks. Tendered last week. Told my current company that its of personal reason. Some times, if plans had been drawn and not executed or had not decided on when to execute, waiting will only make everyone miserable. The decision had been made and finalized so no backing out will be done!
Lets pray that everything will be fine..
I will not disclose any information as of now but i am leaving my company in 3-4 weeks. Tendered last week. Told my current company that its of personal reason. Some times, if plans had been drawn and not executed or had not decided on when to execute, waiting will only make everyone miserable. The decision had been made and finalized so no backing out will be done!
Lets pray that everything will be fine..
Monday, October 20, 2008
Bad Mood
Yes, I am seriously, honestly and highly irritable and fiery now. For some reason, my yesterday wasn't that fun or rather enjoyable. I wasn't in a fixed mood and was bored staying at home with dear. What's worse was that i had my snack eaten half by somebody! Ok.. For my usual sef when i am in such easily irritated mood, i will totally not eat the snack but in order not to make it too ugly, i ate my snack. Ok.. I bought this tapioca kueh back to dear's place while ta-paoing lunch and I only knew that my kueh was being eaten half when i wanted to eat it. First was the pancake incident and now is the kueh incident. Don't they know of the basic courtesy to ask before eating?!
I don't care whoever is gonna say that i am very petty or whatever shit because i am in a very bad mood now! And my brainless pig was so insensitive that he said some things that was really irritating that totally ruined my day. To be fair, my irritating pig didn't know that i was angru at the kueh incident but what he said yesterday was SUPER IRRITATING!
As usualy for the lils at home to be as Kaypo as Pak Sah Aunties or Uncles, they were both gossiping and doing some stupid, little action. They slipped the notes through the door and i picked it up to read after telling dear that there was something there. What's written on the notes? One was a comic drawing with conversation and the other one was written " You will mary your girlfriend." I am not a moroon and did not get the wrong spelling, it was written "mary" and not "marry". So being as playful as i can be, i asked dear "So will you marry me?" Guess what was his reply?! He said, "Ya. Maybe not."
The joke is absolutely not funny at all! He can still act cheeky and said that i was petty and bla bla. Cumon lor, he is only willing to say something as remedy after knowing that i was angry! There was a second incident yesterday that really made me damn pissed at this stupid old man! Don't think i wana blog about this because just thinking of it really made me damn pissed.
I don't care whoever is gonna say that i am very petty or whatever shit because i am in a very bad mood now! And my brainless pig was so insensitive that he said some things that was really irritating that totally ruined my day. To be fair, my irritating pig didn't know that i was angru at the kueh incident but what he said yesterday was SUPER IRRITATING!
As usualy for the lils at home to be as Kaypo as Pak Sah Aunties or Uncles, they were both gossiping and doing some stupid, little action. They slipped the notes through the door and i picked it up to read after telling dear that there was something there. What's written on the notes? One was a comic drawing with conversation and the other one was written " You will mary your girlfriend." I am not a moroon and did not get the wrong spelling, it was written "mary" and not "marry". So being as playful as i can be, i asked dear "So will you marry me?" Guess what was his reply?! He said, "Ya. Maybe not."
The joke is absolutely not funny at all! He can still act cheeky and said that i was petty and bla bla. Cumon lor, he is only willing to say something as remedy after knowing that i was angry! There was a second incident yesterday that really made me damn pissed at this stupid old man! Don't think i wana blog about this because just thinking of it really made me damn pissed.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
Forever blur~
Last weekend was an exciting one! It started on Friday when i went to watch dear played soccer in a friendly match his company had arranged and after that stayed over at his place because the next day we were going to ZOO!
The Zoo trip was fun and photos are with dear so it will take some time to appear in this webbie. Bloody hell... Ok.. since this is my page, let me complain abit on why the photos will be late. I simply don't understand what's wrong with his family. You see, the sister and hubby earn so much money and can afford an expensive condo, an expensive car and all sorts of expensive activities for their kids but they cannot afford a cammy?! Cumon lor, dear's cammy cost less then 400 bucks and it can be used for so many years and yet they won't get a cammy for the family. This was what happened.. Dear's sister family went to watch F1 and borrowed his camera. Nevermind, i intended to bring my cammy out on Friday but i forgot due to the rush in the morning. That was the MAIN REASON why i needed dear's cammy on saturday.
So we took the cammy back on Friday and happily took our photos in the Zoo. Well, i said our photos it meant that there will sure be some fun photos which i would not liek to share with people. Since the battery were both drained due to me being sucha cam-whore, dear gotta charge them and i can't load the photos on Saturday evening. It was then his niece came knocking at his door and asked for the cammy because she is having some graduation on SUNDAY! I thought dear will be clever enough to remove the memory card because i wanted to load the pixy but HE DID NOT! I tell you lor.. i really fainted.. So now the cammy is not with him and i don't know when i am able to get my pixy loaded.
Think i digress too much.. Hehehehe.. Lets return to now. Oh.. i was going to say this, on Sunday afternoon after our brunch, we started to discuss about houses! Da jie sent me a link that morning in MSN to show me the house opened at TPY and i intended to show dear after our meal. So i showed him but both of us sorta rejected the flat because the keys are ready and we don't intend to get hitch yet.
It was at that moment, we saw the flats that were opened to balloting. As a materialistic coupple, both of us took a peak at The Pinnacle @ Duxton. After some comparison of price and Fengshui, we decided that we can apply for the TP@D! So i happily surfed around for information and wanted to know how we can submit our application.
Sometimes when happy things don't happen to you, they really won't happen at all. Due to my blur-ness, I mistook S1 and S2 apartment as SA, and we missed the submit date!!!!!!!! That was why i did not tell dear that TP@D was open for balloting. That was why we missed the submit date. And the main reason why i am sulking now because i am BLUR!!!!
Nevermind, the next one which we will look into will be Bishan's Natura Loft. It will launch in either this month end or early next month. Let's hope that i will not be so blur again.
The Zoo trip was fun and photos are with dear so it will take some time to appear in this webbie. Bloody hell... Ok.. since this is my page, let me complain abit on why the photos will be late. I simply don't understand what's wrong with his family. You see, the sister and hubby earn so much money and can afford an expensive condo, an expensive car and all sorts of expensive activities for their kids but they cannot afford a cammy?! Cumon lor, dear's cammy cost less then 400 bucks and it can be used for so many years and yet they won't get a cammy for the family. This was what happened.. Dear's sister family went to watch F1 and borrowed his camera. Nevermind, i intended to bring my cammy out on Friday but i forgot due to the rush in the morning. That was the MAIN REASON why i needed dear's cammy on saturday.
So we took the cammy back on Friday and happily took our photos in the Zoo. Well, i said our photos it meant that there will sure be some fun photos which i would not liek to share with people. Since the battery were both drained due to me being sucha cam-whore, dear gotta charge them and i can't load the photos on Saturday evening. It was then his niece came knocking at his door and asked for the cammy because she is having some graduation on SUNDAY! I thought dear will be clever enough to remove the memory card because i wanted to load the pixy but HE DID NOT! I tell you lor.. i really fainted.. So now the cammy is not with him and i don't know when i am able to get my pixy loaded.
Think i digress too much.. Hehehehe.. Lets return to now. Oh.. i was going to say this, on Sunday afternoon after our brunch, we started to discuss about houses! Da jie sent me a link that morning in MSN to show me the house opened at TPY and i intended to show dear after our meal. So i showed him but both of us sorta rejected the flat because the keys are ready and we don't intend to get hitch yet.
It was at that moment, we saw the flats that were opened to balloting. As a materialistic coupple, both of us took a peak at The Pinnacle @ Duxton. After some comparison of price and Fengshui, we decided that we can apply for the TP@D! So i happily surfed around for information and wanted to know how we can submit our application.
Sometimes when happy things don't happen to you, they really won't happen at all. Due to my blur-ness, I mistook S1 and S2 apartment as SA, and we missed the submit date!!!!!!!! That was why i did not tell dear that TP@D was open for balloting. That was why we missed the submit date. And the main reason why i am sulking now because i am BLUR!!!!
Nevermind, the next one which we will look into will be Bishan's Natura Loft. It will launch in either this month end or early next month. Let's hope that i will not be so blur again.
Thursday, October 09, 2008
Excited!
I hope to get lucky and wana get lucky!
I have to be lucky at this time now. Is my lucky knocking on the door now?
I don't know.. Pray hard.......... harder...............
I have to be lucky at this time now. Is my lucky knocking on the door now?
I don't know.. Pray hard.......... harder...............
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Ah Mei Star Tour!!
Last Saturday wasn't a very auspicious date actually. Erm... As to me, i think that 4th Oct is NEVER an auspicious date but Ah Mei decided to hold her concert in the Singapore Indoor Stadium that day. Haiz....
Nevermind.. The concert was awesome i tell you! This is the first concert which i had been to with almost EVERYBODY standing up at the end of the concert!! Super duper exciting can! So high and it really worth the $$ dear had paid - we did not get the most expensive tix though because it was sold out. Ah Mei sang for full 3 hours and the audiences were spontaneous. Let the pixy do the talking..
Ah Mei Star Tour....
Time was 1950hr and the staidum entrance was so crowded and filling up soon.
Since it had not started, i decided to snap snap... Dear was the victim for the day..
Never had i once bought anything in a concert (Phantom of the Opera was an opera so the teddy i bought did not count as item bought from concert) and i got this blink blink to support Ah Mei in the dark. I had a feeling that i will turn very high so i bought it..
Forced to take the pixy with my blink blink..
Blurry pixy taken by myself..
Dear could not stand it anymore, he helped me took it.
Dear and me!!
Seats filling up and starting soon. Red sea was the fan club.
Starting......
Started! The young girl behind dear was screaming so loudly i almost fainted. Dear couldn't stand it and he called her "xiao char bo" throughout the whole concert.
Ah Mei appeared!
You see what's writted on it? Its Ah Mei!!!
My zoom wasn't good enough because i was seated at row 17. I gotta utilise my digital zoom to get this not-very-clear image of Ah Mei...
Nevermind.. The concert was awesome i tell you! This is the first concert which i had been to with almost EVERYBODY standing up at the end of the concert!! Super duper exciting can! So high and it really worth the $$ dear had paid - we did not get the most expensive tix though because it was sold out. Ah Mei sang for full 3 hours and the audiences were spontaneous. Let the pixy do the talking..
Ah Mei Star Tour....
Time was 1950hr and the staidum entrance was so crowded and filling up soon.
Since it had not started, i decided to snap snap... Dear was the victim for the day..
Never had i once bought anything in a concert (Phantom of the Opera was an opera so the teddy i bought did not count as item bought from concert) and i got this blink blink to support Ah Mei in the dark. I had a feeling that i will turn very high so i bought it..
Forced to take the pixy with my blink blink..
Blurry pixy taken by myself..
Dear could not stand it anymore, he helped me took it.
Dear and me!!
Seats filling up and starting soon. Red sea was the fan club.
Starting......
Started! The young girl behind dear was screaming so loudly i almost fainted. Dear couldn't stand it and he called her "xiao char bo" throughout the whole concert.
Ah Mei appeared!
You see what's writted on it? Its Ah Mei!!!
My zoom wasn't good enough because i was seated at row 17. I gotta utilise my digital zoom to get this not-very-clear image of Ah Mei...
Thursday, October 02, 2008
Tired of doing nothing
How many people can be as lucky as me to get 2 jobs in a row which does nothing but surf net? Yeah~ Hard to find though. But I don't wana be a junk for the rest of my youth doing nothing and rot in office. I had a short conversation with dear yesterday night which ended in a not very pleasant manner.
He wanted me to earn more money. That's the base line for my "tu-lan-ness" yesterday night. I couldn't sleep after reaching home because he think that i earned too little. Cumon! I am not earning as much as him and don't he think i wanna earn more? The whole conversation started when i talked to him about the DBSS at AMK which i kinda fancy. Guess what's his reply? Yeah~ He said he will consider that if i am earning more than 3k!
I was damn bloody angry can! Ya.. I told him the probability if i be good and stay in this job for years and by the time i got a 3k pay, we buy a house and get married, I will be in my 30s. He can jolly well dream the rest of his life off because i WILL NOT BEAR ANY MORE CHILDREN FOR HIM ONCE I REACH 30! He couldn't understand why it will take so long for me to get a pay raise. Reason is so simple. If i stay in the current, useless job, it will take me about another 3-4 years to get the pay. By then, i will be about 26 or 27. And then at that age, we will apply for flats which will take another 2-3 yrs to build the WHOLE BUILDING. SEE! I will reach 30s by then and he will be nearing 40s!
If he don't understand why i would not wana have children after 30, reason is too simple! I think that i am old at that age and i don't wana spend a longer time slogging to support my kids because they will be in their 20s when i am nearing my 60s!
Am i thinking too much?
He wanted me to earn more money. That's the base line for my "tu-lan-ness" yesterday night. I couldn't sleep after reaching home because he think that i earned too little. Cumon! I am not earning as much as him and don't he think i wanna earn more? The whole conversation started when i talked to him about the DBSS at AMK which i kinda fancy. Guess what's his reply? Yeah~ He said he will consider that if i am earning more than 3k!
I was damn bloody angry can! Ya.. I told him the probability if i be good and stay in this job for years and by the time i got a 3k pay, we buy a house and get married, I will be in my 30s. He can jolly well dream the rest of his life off because i WILL NOT BEAR ANY MORE CHILDREN FOR HIM ONCE I REACH 30! He couldn't understand why it will take so long for me to get a pay raise. Reason is so simple. If i stay in the current, useless job, it will take me about another 3-4 years to get the pay. By then, i will be about 26 or 27. And then at that age, we will apply for flats which will take another 2-3 yrs to build the WHOLE BUILDING. SEE! I will reach 30s by then and he will be nearing 40s!
If he don't understand why i would not wana have children after 30, reason is too simple! I think that i am old at that age and i don't wana spend a longer time slogging to support my kids because they will be in their 20s when i am nearing my 60s!
Am i thinking too much?
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