Baby turns 32!

Happy Birthday my dear Baby!! Today marked the 32nd birthday of my stupid, horny, naughty, boring boyfriend. Hehehehe.. He is not gonna read this so it's ok..


There are actually a number of times when i am deciding if i should just shut this blog. This place had followed me through many wind wind rain rain. Actually to be fair to Dear, i was thinking of shifting to another blog address and do some wedding stuff writing.





I will be celebrating Dear's birthday tonight at The White Rabbit. Gotta say that is an awesome place (for the time being). They had given us a private corner so i can have a low profile birtjday clebration with Dear. He doesn't like to make it too obvious that we are having a birthday celebration. This is the 3rd Birthday we had celebrated ever since we got together and I am really loving it when every year past! Ok.. I should have posted our HK post but i am darn lazy to post further.. In fact ths blog entry was triggered by my very troublesome sister who said that my blog is growing cob web.. So my smelly er jie.. I have a new blog entry.. now my blog is more updated than yours!





Buahahahaha! ok. period (with Baby's photo).

Fannie's dream

My sister told me about her dream this morning. It gaves me creep because just before i fell a sleep i heard man coughing in the living room. My initial thought was my dad was back from work but he verified it this morning that he returned home at 11+.. I fell a sleep before 10.. so the cough.. who does it belongs to since i am THE ONLY ONE AT HOME!!!!! Gosh.. this sounded like some creepy ghost story already..

Like I mentioned, my sis told me about her dream. He dreamt of godpa and he told her that he is leaving and will visit me before he move on. The first sefish thought that came across my mind was NO! Not now.. He hadn't seen me in wedding gown. I remembered that he told me he wanted to see me grow up, graduate, pak tor, get married and have children. For the previous mentioned, he only seen the first 9 years of my "grow up" life. So my answer was NO! He cannot leave yet. Not at this moment! He will want to see this.. he want to see this.. 1.5 years more. That's all i ask of him.

On contrary, part of me is happy that he can leave now. He should go if it is the time and it will be good for him. The chance he miss now may not return any more. I shouldn't be so selfish. I once told him to leave in peace. I always knew he is around and never really leave because he is in my heart.

Cry me out

Sometimes during my emo cells are working, I will keep thinking of the unneccessary things. It's like, all that i told you i wanted to share with you, you are now sharing with someone else. It's everyone small details lor.. Hmm.. I ain't jealous but I somehow wonder did my suggestion trigger part of what you are sharing with her. Sometimes i really hope 4 years ago this song was available and i can give you as a gift.

Now i present to you "Cry me out" by Pixie Lott... Enjoy the small details of the song. I will not return no matter what you say or do now. So stop trying to flirt with me.. you already have her.. Part of you can treat her as my replacement, just don't come flirting anymore..

I got you emails

You don't get females now

Do you?

What's in my heart is not in your head

Any way

Mate you're too late

And you ain't the wait

Now were you?

It's out of my hands since you blew the last chance

When you played me

You'll have to cry me out

You'll have to cry me out

The tears that will fall

Means nothing at all

It's time to get over yourself

Baby you ain't all that

Baby there's no way back

You can keep talking but baby i'm walking away

When i found out you messed me about

I was broken

Back then I believed you

Now i don't need ya

No more

The pic on your phone

Proves you ain't alone

She was with you yeah

Now i couldn't care about who, what or where

We're through

You'll have to cry me out

You'll have to cry me out

The tears that will fall

Means nothing at all

It's time you get over yourself

Baby you ain't all that

Baby there's no way back

You can keep talking but baby I'm walking away

Gonna have to cry me out

Gonna have to cry me out

Boy there ain't no doubt

Gonna have to cry me out

Won't hurt a little bit

Boy better get used to it

You can keep talking but baby I'm walking away

You'll have to cry me out

You'll have to cry me out

The tears taht will fall

Means nothing at all

It's time you get over yourself

Cause baby you ain't all that

baby theres no way back

you can keep talking baby I'm walking away

9 months

I was suppose to do this yesterday but it sems like i had not figured out how to use it through my phone... First, gotta wish YX a very happy (belated) birthday!!!!!! I mixed up her date with another friend's again... and lucky i got it rght yesterday. Sorry gal.. seems like i keep mixing up your address, your birthday... not sure of what will comes next...Sorry...

Yesterday marked the 9 months mark! So 9 more months to go.. and i am fully prepared of what may come. YEAH!!! Can't wait.. I am really enjoying this.. How?!

Happy!!!

Ok.. I wanna jot this down before i forget about this happiness. You can say that i am stupid, i still wanna say that i couldn't sleep yesterday night because i was too too too HAPPY! It was suppose to be a normal Sunday for dear and me doing Xmas shopping. On our way to Taka, Dear suddenly asked me, "Do you still want your bubble bubble?" I was quite confused at teh moment because i was concentrating on making our way to Taka and I replied, "Huh? What bubble?" And i seriously thought he is gonna buy me a bottle of bubble.. BUAHAHAHA!! It was like after 5 seconds, I realized what dear was asking! He wanted to buy me the winter jacket from AX!

Though the jacket was bought at 50% discount (dear will never buy for me if its at the original price), I was still very very happy because I had long given up on getting one in Singapore! What can i say... Hmm.. I am loving him more and more everyday! Today we are going for our early Xmas dinner because we are both very busy for this whole week even until Xmas day.and we will be flying off on boxing day. I had brought his present along.. hope he will like my choice!!

Flowers

Can i just have my floral decoration?! Its been like 1 week. So when can i get it??!!

mood-less

When can i confirm my date?! Does every date need to take 1 month to confirm?!
Now we have a date... I thought we can book.. tomorrow the red light will appear and got to wait.

Sometimes i just feel like calling it off.. Why go through so much troubles when I cannot have the final say? Sometimes i seriously wonder what if its their own daughter getting married?Will they do the same thing? No due respect to the girl's family or their feelings?

Sometimes these kinda mean thoughts really came across my mind. Is it because previously when they were preparing their weddings they were being stopped from the preparation? IF they are paying for the whole thing i don't mind waiting since they are paying! CUMON! I PAY HALF OF IT OK?! AND I AM TIRED OF WAITING FOR MONTHS WITH NO CONCLUSION!

Holiday!

Yesh, 2009 is ending and beofre the year end, i wanna meet my girls!!! Actually i don't have much to blog about because things had been quite stagnent lately. This weekend is gonna be a busy one. Starting from Saturday, Dear and I will need to meet teh geomancer which i had found online to check out the date. Actually i also don't know what is in his mind. He said we can get the dates just for reference and actualized one will be the one provided by their "trusted and expensive" geomancer. WTH! Then why are we looking at the dates now when we cannot confirm anything until after CNY next year?! Sometimes due to the drag, i felt like calling off the whole thing. What are we doing when we look at the dates for customary? What is the meaning of it if i don't even have a say in it?

Dear's mum said something real irritating the other day and i was as offended by her words as dear. It seems like she just wanted to get it over and done with without considering other factors. The moment she heard me saying that braces "maybe" done by Oct next year she wanted the wedding to be in Dec. Cumon! we need time for photos lor! So if Dec cannot she want it in Jan and suggested taht we dont get the hotels we wanted if we cannot book it. In this case, what is the use of the banquet then? Dear was so angry that he suggested not doing it at all. Actually i was happy when his mum agreed not to do the banquet but knowing his family, these are just an exchange of heated words.

Just for reference

Hmm.. just in case there are anyone who is interested to go to Mandarin Oriental for Solemnization, the below is for your reference...

Nice Habour view right?! Dear was asking "regret booking too early right?!"

For the regrets only surface after i saw the below...

Yesh, this is the poolside restaurant. NICE RIGHT?! Honestly i did not take much picture of ths place because i don't wanna indulge too much into my regrets. The maximum number of people this place can hold is only 100 people. So for small event, this is a cosy place. The hotel will close the pool for few hours in order for you to hold your event. So its gonna be total privacy for the couples!!

Too bad that i had already booked Halia, otherwise i may take this place. Hmm.. Actually, this place maybe already booked for my date anyway.

Another Wedding Show

Sometimes, i seriously wonder what will happen next after all these were settled. We went to another wedding show yesterday. This time is Mandarin Oriental. I was totall blown away by the view of the solemnization room and for a moment, i regretted booking Halia so early. The restaurant was good as well but i did not ask the price since we had already booked our place and there is no way we can get the deposit back in full. I will still stick to Halia since that place is considered both economically and environmentally perfect. BUAHAHAHAHA!!

Honestly, i like MO and hope that we can take there but dear doesn't like the curved ballroom plus the price is a little steep. Now i am having an idea of the tea ceremony in the hotel... Lets see how we can do it. Shall do more research..

Good things comes in 3!!!

The very reason why good things comes in 3 was because.... THREE is my favourite number!!!

1) I am the 3rd child in the family.
2) My birthday is 3rd April.
3) I always get lucky when the number "3" appears.

So due to this reason, I requested 3 things from dear as Xmas pressie this year.

1) The Lost Symbol
2) The Black Order
3) The Last Oracle

BUAHAHAHAHA!! These are all the books which i had aimed since like "n" months ago.
All i want for Xmas is the above dear!!!

Jitters? Or...?

Mood had not been good these few days. Not sure if it's because i can't stand the loneliness anymore. Daily actvity is wake up, work, go home, watch tv, sleep. Routine goes on from Monday to Friday. When it comes to weekend, it will be wake up, yoga, sleep. The monotonous lifestyle doesn't seem to make my mood any better.

Crazy thoughts starts to set into my mind. There are many times when I voiced my frustrations but it wasn't received by the other party. All these had made me wonder... maybe i should just postpone the wedding. I wanted to get the MBA so much but my savings just wasn't enough for it. If i get my MBA, it is pretty obvious that wedding will not be possible in any near future.

Yes, I know, all the wedding stuffs had been booked or confirmed BUT my dear still hasn't propose. BUAHAHHAHA!! Ya... So maybe before i see the "rock" i will continue to be insecure and indecisive. It's just a thought because dear and I were talking bout going back to school next year. He was deciding if he want to get another Masters which is related to his work. Since he has the thought of going back to school, I am thinking of it as well (had been in my mind all along) because we can encourage each other and study together or even graduate together. My budget is quite tight since company will not be sponsoring and my funds are quite limited.

Its just a thought... My fickle-minded character may tell the otherwise..

Some updates

Hmm... ok.. this is gonna be a fast update.

So i am starting to tick off the stuffs from my to-do list. We had confirmed the venue, Bridal and now we are left with the payment to the photographer. I had not officially sent out my invites yet since this is real too early to do it plus i can only confirm my guest list after the florists confirm the price. The compulsory list of guests will be my immediate family members and my super dear friends. Yesh, Ms Ho, YX, An and Bec, if you happen to read this post, i am referring to you. Also, please don't bring anything to this event... just you and your empty stomach will do. Help me finish the food. Stubborn Ms Ho said she will bring a gift, so girls, if you really read this post, please stop her. Confiscate her purse or money or credit card or ATM card. Stop her from buying anything.

Date of this event will be triple10 and probably 1010hr in the morning. This is the initial planned time and there maybe changes. No matter what, the event will be in the morning because the place may get humid if its late. Ok.. that's for all.. Now i can rest for 6 months before we start to get busy with the Solemnization. Probably will get the ring in Apr next year just in case it does not have our size and it can take 5-6 months to get it from France. So exciting!!

The Trip to The Legends @ Fort Canning

It was last Friday when i managed to persuade Dear to go to The Legends @ Fort Canning for their wedding show. I wanted to get the Bridal Package there and also for the free food. BUAHAHAHA!!

Talking about the Bridal, I was shocked that the co-ordinator brought the sheet of paper which we had discussed with them like 2 weeks ago to The Legends so we do not have to re discuss everything again. So sweet of them.. BUAHAHAHA!! Maybe because the boss is Dear's friend and she had no choice but to treat us better. Actually, the co-ordinator is a very sweet and nice lady. I gotta say she had tons of patience on me since Dear and I are both people of details and we won't miss a chance to bargain for our best. Especially with my Bullet Proof skin.. BUAHAHAHA!! After we reached home that night, i managed to find a voucher from the Bridal that we can upgrade our canvas portrait to a 30"x40" if we sign up at The Legends! I instantly asked Dear to sms his friend to ask if it is valid for us. BUAHAHAHAHA!! ABD HIS FRIEND SAID HE WILL GIVE IT TO US!!! Awesome right?! I know i am very gian peng.. If you are planning for your own wedding and don't wanna over spend you will turn out to be like me as well.. BUAHAHAHAHHA!!

Ok.. why am i off topic?! Aren't i suppose to talk about my journey there?

Ok.. This was really unexpected.. On my way there, while waiting for the traffic light to turn Green Man, a lady suddenly called out to me from my back. She was asking if i can help her cross the road and tehre was another lady holding her other arm. I knew she cannot see and immediately agreed. Guess the lady who brought her to the traffic light could not cross the road with her. Before we cross the road, i asked where was she heading to and she told me taht she is gonna take MRT home. Then, i asked where is she gonna stop since there is NEL and NSL and of she take NEL, I can just bring her to the station without crossing. She told me she was heading towards AMK and i happily crossed the road with her and brought her to the station.

On our way to the gantry, a man knocked onto her and surprisingly, she was the one who apologized while the man only looked at her and walked away! What the heck! The man can see and he was the one who should apologised lor.. how can you knock into someone who can't see and expect the other party to apologised?! You know what the lady told me after she apologised to the man?! she said, "we blind people have to be very careful. Since we can't see, we will knock into people." I was speechless at that time. I smiled bitterly, knowing she couldn't see it.

I asked if she is ok to go into the station herself and she said no problem. I knew she is independent since she is workin currently at Havelock Road. Ok.. i knew this since i chat with her on our way to the train station. She went into the station and waved me goodbye, wishing me a great evening and i did the same as well.

I was happy for helping her. In fact, I felt GREAT! AWESOME! Dear said i was kind but i was saddened by the stupid blind man who knocked into her without apologising.

The Check list

I need to start a check list and write off the things one by one..

The Location - Pending Mr. Leong's confirmation
The Bridal - Done (this includes makeup, dress, flowers and hairdo)
The Photographer - Pending Mr Leong's confirmation
The Ring -Decided but not purchased. Should be done by April'10
The Suit - Chosing between Hugo Boss or to get the MTM from Bridal..
The Invite - Not sent since it's too early but will do it once we step into 2010
The JP - Mr. Leong's job.. anyway he has 9 months to procrestinate..

Ok... I suppose these are all it for the preparation?

The Supportive

With the start of my Yoga class on every Saturday, my schedule had never been rest and relax for the weekends. It used to be clubbing, clubbing and clubbing for the weekends. Now, the loud music was replaced by wedding shows, bridal shows and workouts.

Sometimes during my busy workout schdules, Dear was neglected and will have to be at home to spend the morning alone. At first i thought that i should not be so "kiasu" to start all the research but due to a lot of unspoken reasons, there is no slack in this wedding planning at all. Knowing my "kiasu-ism", sometimes, i will be lost in my own world and neglected dear's feeling. After 2 years of self reflection, i sms-ed dear this evening saying

"don't wanna neglect your feeling.. so if i went on planning and overlooked your feeling.. you prommise to reply me ok.."

As expected from the loving and supportive baby, he replied

"ok la. I will"

He had always been supportive on my crazy ideas for this wedding. Sometimes due to his frequent agreement i felt that he was not keen in this wedding at all and i will throw my temper on him and pushed the responsibility to him. It was during all these incidents that i realized he had trusted my choice and wanted to fulfill as much of my request for this wedding as possible.

When i was much younger, I always said that marriage is not my cup of tea and savings had never come into my mind. It was until i met Dear that i realized settling down is a choice and during this time savings is important. See how i enjoy spending every cent i earned, Dear decided to help me with my habit by teaching me to save. I always say that he is "cat", in fact, he is not. If not for him, probably, i will never start saving and will never be able to settle down or plan for my future.

I truely appreciate Dear's effort to change me. He knew i am changing and is trying very hard to quit unreasonable spendings. He saw my effort and recognized it.

What a Saturday!

Ok.. I know this is a little late for me to update.

Saturday was fun and enjoyable! It started from 0715hr when i woke up to brush up and get ready for the Amazing Drive Race organized by company. We started from Kallang and we went to Sembawang, Chinese Garden, Punggol, Woodlands, West Coast and back to Kallang again. Even though we did not win the race, the process was enjoyable!

After the race, I followed the Four Lees to Geylang Lorong 32 for Ban Mian. It is so~~~ nice i tell you! It was 1400hr when i ended my day with the colleagues and went to Raffles place to meet Carrot.

We met up and went for our Yoga session! The hot yoga is shack man. It really burns up all my Ban Mian lor... Of course our day didn't end with hot yoga. We went for bollywood dance after yoga!!! BUAHAHAHAHHA!! People.. I can now certify that i have two left feet! I couldn't co-ordinate my hands and legs at all! So funny la!

After the enjoyable lessons, both Carrot and I went to Esplanade for dinner. In order to have a healthier meal, we decided that Japanese food will best fit our carbo intake. Dear was so shocked that i had Japanese food again when i told him that since we had Japanese cuisine on Friday night as well. Well, my day ended at 1900+ near 2000hr..

The poor boyfriend was totally neglected this weekend since i was so tired that i slept about 1+hr after i reached home. Think the coming weekend he will have to spend his time alone until 1700hr as well since i will be involved in some company event.

Sing people SING!

Ok.. It had been quite long sing i last posted any pictures.. So now i shall let the photos do all the talking.

The talented kids!






The group picture!




This is really one rare event that took place at Suites at iluma with cousins and sister. We had a great night together.. Probably another karaoke session will be up during our November gathering..

Randomness

Yesh, this is a truely random blog.



Dear and i are planning our winter holiday for this year and we were both struck hard by the budget. Initially, dear was saying that we should go Korea due to the depreciation of Won. Now we are chosing between Korea, Taiwan and Hong Kong. Both Hong Kong and Taiwan are suppose to be a cheaper and budgeted place to go BUT after calculating the amount we will be spending on food, i still think Korea is worth the spending since the meals are included and i doubt i will have much to shop there.

And the latest update after 1 weekend, Dear had decided that we go Hong Kong. Can't wait to go for the holiday since i am real tired of the busy work recently...

System system stop playing game..

WHAT THE HECK! What is wrong with my system?!

Ok.. Today is the critical work day for every month and my system is playing this trick on me? Can you please just stop hang-ing and let me finish up my work? I NEED TO SEND MY REPORT!

Just when i am complaining the system here, it is done downloading. It had been loading for bout 15 minutes lor. So now... BACK TO WORK!!