Jaded...

Felt really worn out today... Went ktv until 12 this morning and went to bed at 1 plus... Super tired... This morning came into office after breakfast at 10am... and boss asked me into his room... Really was very nervous.. He told me that he wanted to discuss about bonus with me after lunch.. *fainted.. adredeline increasing... Guess i won't have any mood this lunch.. Keep thinking all the bad bad things like.. what if i don't get as much bonus to cover my recent expenses??? *fainted again* Wish me luck.... I don't wanna die young...