cursed!!!

I think we were cursed!! whenever we planned for a celebration or anything it will be ruined by his short notice to travel. I was so happy yesterday that i had a free waxing session and would be meeting dear. But shortly after he picked me up at Novena, he told me that he was gonna tell me something and i would be unhappy. Deep down in me, i was already guessing what he was trying to say. And the truth came~ He needs to fly to Penang for support. Bloody hell!!!! We were suppose to celebrate my birthday this weekend and get my birthday pressie! I even scheduled a manicure session in order to look proper for that dinner! What was the reason that he had no choice but was chosen to go?

1. Peter have no visa. fine.. we can't control this....
2. Alex wife is coming. ok... knowing that Alex and his wifey knows each other shortly and had a lightning wedding decision 2 times after they met and i guess they are even more desperate to see each other than me and dear...
3. Eric's wifey is in hossie. WTH! Eric always have family problem....
4. Dear told his boss that he has something on on Sat. this made his reason the most invalid and useless.. ya.. who cares about your girlfriend when you don't even know whether you will be marrying her rite? And any way its just a girlfriend, not wife, so heck care much....

Once again, i am complaining because i was really sad. I almost cried in front of him can! I cried the whole night after i reached home and this morning while bathing can! A small tiff did occur yesterday night at his place. The tension started during dinner when i said i wasn't that hungry and have no appetite after what he had told me and he should tell me after dinner. We went back to his room to plan for the trip and book air ticket since SQ is gonna increase their price in Apr.

D: list down everything by date and calculate the cost. i wana see the cost then we decide the air ticket. (we were deciding between the milage accruable or milage not accruable tix)
M: ya.. we better book now because when you are back its already april and the tickets will be more expensive than now. its only 2 months and the tickets price increased since my last call.

I started pressing the calculator.

D: Don't understand what's the use of your long nails.
Sounding frustrated, M: I intended to do the manicure this Sat and was suppose to go for dinner with you but now its useless because you are going away.
Sounding very frustrated, D: you think i like to go is it?! Keep saying as if i like to go and ok.. maybe one day i will really volunteer to go. So you better stop saying!

I was so angry that i decided to heck care him for the moment and we both fell silent..

silence~



Silence~




SILENCE~

I wasn't the one who gave up this time round. Usually i would apologize for my unreasonable behaviour and ask for his forgiveness but not this time because i was too angry with him shouting at me. So realizing his mistake or rather the situation was quite tense as we were really silent in his room and all we could hear was the clicking sound from my nails while i press the calculator. He came over behind me and gave me a hug.

D: Still angry? Don't be angry la.. I also don't want to go but no choice. I try to make it back by wednesday ok...

And the sentence ended with a peck on my cheek. So the now-much-tamed me showed him the wonderful work on the calculations and we continued our discussion on the trip. We sweetly compared the price of the air tickets and discussed some itsy bitsy thingy on the time. The night was finalized by the first 20 mins of 27 dresses and an air ticket booking to Aussie!!!

I wasn't that angry now and was trying to hypnotize myself from being understanding. He flew off this morning and our dinner and brithday pressie will be postponed to next week. As for the Singapore Flyer, if we have enough time, i will probably go for that on Thurs after dinner. If not, i guess, we will have to do it some other day ba... Work is after all more important than birthday right?!

I tried to consoul myself by telling him that it's not a bad idea for him to go after all. Buahahaha!! Why?? Because he will have to feed me at Aussie!! My trip wasn't sponsored by him but my food there will be!! That's what he had volunteered and guessed he realised that that's a job for a boyfriend. So he shoudl work harder and earn more money now in order to feed me with better food!!! Buaahhahaha!! I am still optimistic after all...