FAT?!

Well, ya.... really feel quite unhappy and i think there is no other way than to let out my frustration through my blog. I seriously wonder what is very wrong here.. Every thing i bought seemed to be related to "FATS". Buying Nasi Lemak for Brunch is fat, buying Lor Mee for brunch is fat, buying Ban Mian is fat, buying Curry Puffs are fat, buying Bread Papa Cream Puffs are fat. Now, even buy Red Wine for leisure is fat!

I Wiki-ed regarding Red Wines and honestly, i heart red wines and yearn to have a drink every weekend in future when i am honeymooning with dear. Red wines are good for heart. It is not FAT! And neither will one get high cholesterol and heart disease after drinking them. EVEN MY MUM INTEND TO GET A FEW BOTTLES HOME FOR DRINK!

SO STOP SAYING THE THINGS I BOUGHT ARE FAT!

Merry Merry XMAS!

Hey Hey! Its like 23++hrs to CHRISTMAS!! MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!

Ok.. I know i had not been blogging because the main reason was my depressing mood and it had really stopped me from all blogging or communicating exercise. Like I said both dear and me are jobless and i was kinda depressed due to that. Well, at least i had got a job offer and is starting in January. I hope everything will turn out fine and I shall update from then on.

Next, Mummy and da jie whole family will be going to HK for Xmas and left a HUGE load of housework for me to complete. Well, Lazy Daddy is at home and no matter how clean I can get the house to be, at the end of the day, it will still be dirty.

Talking about this year Christmas, i had a new hairstyle to start with! I just permed my hair!!! Well, it turned out i was quite shocked to look at the end product because i had never seen my hair so bouncy before. Think this hairstyle will stick to me for quite some time. I had always wanted curly hair because it can be styled into many different kinda hairstyle and it perfectly suits my vainity. BUAHAHAHAHHAHA!! If you are gonna ask me bout my sudden change, probably the answer will be i was too bored. You know, coping up at home with nothing to do is really a torture. Especially when Mummy starts treating me like a maid and asked me to look after baby. That's the worst thing that can ever happen because i can never look after baby. I can only play with them for a while and pray hard they don't cry. Since my days at home were mostly spent with Brayden and Mummy, Mummy and me had great fun time dressing Bray up. BUAHAHAHAHAHAH! Ok... Why no Ethyl? Because she goes to school lah! Aiyo~

Hahahaa! Ok.. Enough said, let me share my little holidays with you...

HELLO EVERYONE! The Teo Mummy and Teo Baby Sis present to you~ The ONE and ONLY Ethyl's duplicate! BRAYDEN LIM!!

Who says only JT can come out with Sexyback? Bray also has sexyback ok.... I bring you sexyback~ yeah~

Brayden: Are you taking my pixy Xiao Yi? See... I also wear push up bra...

Since Bray is going HK, We should prtect his Botak head. Mummy found the cap and put it on him. Isn't he cute?!

AND NOW EVERYONE! Die Laughing...

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At my new hairstyle....

Jobless~

Ya... Both me and dear had been super unlucky all these while. I mean, the last 2 weeks. Both of us are in the same situation now.

Seriously, I am very angry with **L and is trying to find out if i have any right to fight with them for better terms since they are the one who caused my current situation. Now people, never to trust BIG company. They may be the best cheater you had ever met and will cause you to burn in hell.

Updates of last week end and Rihanna Concert!

FINALLY! Rihanna's concert pixy were uploaded! Ok.. after my previous post i think Superbaby had disappeared or maybe he/she is reading my blog now and is waiting for me to complain about dear again so that he/she can comment about my "immaturity". Buahahahaha!

Nevermind, I am gonna blog about Rihanna now! I tell you lor people.. The concert was awesome though it was short. Ya.. you see, 60mins for $128 is considered expensive right? I was telling myself that i was lucky not to get the $225 tickets and cry over the amount of cash paid for sucha short concert. Both carrot and me think that at least its not a waste of our hard earned bloody cash since the concert was super duper high even before Rihanna appeared. Believe it or not, we did not sit down for the whole 60 mins because everybody were standing! MOST IMPORTANTLY, Carrot and me almost became deaf from the shouting of the crowd. The girls at my right were shouting frantically and the girls towards Carrot's upper left row were shouting madly.

Let the pixy do the talking!



Cam-whoring before the concert starts.



Look at the crowd behind me!



OOH! Starting soon!!

I managed to grab this using my cammy, Though we were seated quite far behind, I caught this using my digital zoom + steady hands from the big screen at the far back of the stage!

After the concert it's cam-whore time again!

After the concert, Carrot and I thought it will be too idiotic to squeeze up the transport. So we went for a romantic stroll behind the stadium. See.. so romantic right?

We were so happily snapping pixy all the way and the people at Brewerkz must be thinking that we were a couple of crazy cute chicks. Buahahahha!

See... Nice right?

Oh! My favourite photo of that night.

Ok.. and the above pixy will end the event for the night. Buahahahahaha!

There's really nothing much dear and me will do during weekends because he likes to sleep and I will do nothing when he oink his way. Ya.. Its a waste of weekends because its not like he can't oink during weekdays and why does he have to oink during weekends?!

I will always complain this to him and sometimes got very angry with him over his laziness. Its not like he gotta wake up so early during weekdays like me because his time is rather flexi when it comes to work. He can wake up at 9+ a.m. or sometimes even 1p.m.! At least for last weekend, he did manage to make an effort to wake up earlier. Buahahahha!

It was Ethyl's birthday celebration last weekend and my family had planned to go ECP for the celebration. Dear came to fetch me and later to Anna's house to fetch Pig Pig. Buahahaha! After that we went to Bedok to collect Dear's Megatron before we started out at ECP.

Cycling had never been an activity for me and Dear ever since we dated. Ya.. we really lead a very boring life.. So since we have the chance to show off our balancing skill, dear and i cycled all the way from some where near McDonald's to Bedok jetty. This was actually a short ride comparing the one i did with Joanna and Wah the previous time. Any way, here's 2 cutesy pixy i had with dear at Bedok Jetty.

My boring Friday

This is not suppose to be a blog about the below which i am about to blog. My initial intention was to blog about Rihanna concert yesterday but since i had not received the pixy from Carrot, i shall blog about that after both carrot and me load the pixy.


Heres some things to share with everyone. As you people had read about, last week, there was this random stranger who had commented my blog entry and totally pissed my sisters and my sisters friends off. Today, due to my "eng-ness" in office, i discovered that the superbaby who had commented in the blog titled "Tired" also commented in my other entries.

I seriously wondered if he/she is still reading my blog ofter the hoo-haa but any way, i don't care. Here's my reply....


It started on 2nd Oct blog when he/she expressed his/her concern on 6th Nov. I think this random stranger must be having a very bored day that he.she started to comment in so many blog entries in one day. The comment for 2 of my entries are the same some more.

And i tell you all hor, if you are really so free to back date my blog entries, you go and read about the things i had written does not only consist of my life with dear. Let me refresh everybody memory. The entry was talking about me thinking of changing job partly because MY BOYFRIEND THINK THAT I AM EARNING TOO LITTLE. Tell me, who the heck will a proper person ever will say such hurting words to your partner? Oh, and probably i did not make myself even clearer and should clarify it now. Hmm... Did i even mention in my blog before that dear is in his 30s now? And from the above comment from SB, thanks for cursing me. AND IN CASE YOU ARE NOT VERY WELL EDUCATED IN CURRENT ISSUE, there is this thing called IVF.


The below comment which i had print screen on SB comment was on both my entries on 14th Oct and 20th Oct.

I seriously think that something was very wrong with this person. He/she seem to like to filter out the happy thing i had blogged. I blogged about my happy dinner, happy concert and happy zoo outing with dear too in the blog for "Forever blur" and he/she only commented for the unhappy things like how dear sister took the cammy which caused the lateness in the photo upload and bla bla.


Yeah.. I am being resentful and I complain alot. Bf know that and he like to complain also. Who the heck here don't complain? ya.. I was being so resentful that i asked bf if his family wanted to get anything when i went shopping. I was being resentful when i reminded bf to ask him mum to take a look at the show flat together. Hmm... What else can i be resentful about?


Any way, my bf like me to complain alot so that we know what we are unhappy about. Ok.. SB, if you are a female, you will probably enjoy your bf complaining your pay is too low, your breast is too small, your ass is too flabby and you are not rich? Don't get me wrong, i was initailly very angry when i heard all these but grew numb to his DAILY COMPLAINS.


Hmm... Maybe you will wanna know more about my PRIVATE life you can be my best friend then. This is a public blog and i don't think i wanna blog too much things here because there are actually people expressing views that I complain too much.


P/S: YEAH PEOPLE!!! I was blogging half way through and received the email from ebay that i had won my bid!!! I bidded a Megatron master piece for dear!! He won't be too surprise at this because he was the one who encouraged me to buy it. BUT I WON IT! YEAH!! That will be his Xmas pressie. Anybody here know any one selling Optimus Prime Master piece? We call it MP-01 as well. Let me know if anyone going Japan... Buahahahha!!

WOW!

It wasn't actually my intention to blog today BUT this is just an entry to repond to my dear sisters, edyrach and superbaby. Before i start, i had discussed the details with dear and he had no objection to what i was going to write.

To superbaby: Thanks for your comments with lousy english though. I did not know that there are somebody else reading my blog other than my sisters and good friends. I will assume that you are a random stanger because all my friends will either call me or identify themselves should they wanted to leave (a) comment(s) here. Well, I am not saying that you are not welcome and i think you are correct because a blog is a public place and anyone can read it. I was just wondering how did you manage to come across my blog?!

Thank you for your concern on my comedian lifestyle. In fact for your information, i am a comedian to all my friends. A person who is short circuit and behave like a clown in any occassion. I don't see anything wrong with it since i will get their laughter in return. My boyfriend treat me like an idiot or clown sometimes too. He will do something or say something real difficult and expect me to be a blond who will be impress by his knowledge. Well, sometimes women should behave dumb to retain men ego but my boyfriend is proud to have a clever girlfriend. This should be the reason why he was able to ask for my help when he was doing research while studying for his Masters.

I am not sure how many entries had you read because you only commented on the previous one. Somehow, I don't think you will be interested in any of my explanation since you will think that i am defending myself just as much as my sisters had been doing since after lunch today. Honestly speaking, i would very much hope that my boyfriend will leave his comment instead of me sitting here writing on his behalf. I had been telling him about the "war" my sisters had with you while we were both happily "pak-toring" and watching Quantum of Solace. He just couldn't be bothered about you even though somehow or rather you had defended him. He knew that i like to complain about him and sometimes it extended to my blog. Hmm... maybe you would wanna read the blog entry which i had written during September?! Anyway, thanks for your concern and dear was kinda "touched" that somebody had actually defended him. Even when some of your words were rather offensive, I will not take it to heart since this is a democratic society and Obama won the election (an analogy to democrats if you even understand my joke).

Oh ya.. one more point to add on. This is a reply to "This is not a trade unless you wan to treat it as a trading relationship.. In the world there's not such thing as fairness.. ". Probably to your dismay, my boyfriend and me both enjoyed this kinda trading relationship. Much to the fact that we enjoy talking about fairness to each other. Erm.. One example for you will be if he had paid for movie, i will pay for the meal or vice versa. Do you understand? One more example if you needed to be convince, We will both set a same budget for pressies of all occassions. The most typical one will be, if i get him a $350 pressie, he will also get me a pressie at that price. His budget will change depending on how much i will be spending on him. So far, we had been enjoying this kinda relationship. Well, we are a pair of weirdos.

Oh.. One more thing superbaby, with respond to your "As for me, I always fight for my own rights and happiness but do it gracefully without hurting anyone.. Always remember "wat is to be is up to me"... People dun do it, then I do it with ease not resentful.." For your information, bf and i had been fighting because we had both been fighting for our indidvidual rights. Hmm... somehow, if you are also understanding enough, you should know that people have different stand and have different rights. Everyone would LOVE to be righteous (another analogy if you even understand again). Also, to respond to your "As her sis, put yourself in a shoes of a nobody to jugde the things she wrote in her blog which may cause hurt to the other which maybe is not wat he meant.. Did she really do a confirmation with him at the first place.." I had asked my bf before i replied to you. He had indeed given his confirmation to start to pak-tor, to plan for our future and to buy a house. And I DID NOT ASK YOU TO JUDGE MY BLOG. Because i don't need a judge to my blog unless you are telling me you are a judge (if you even understand this is actually a joke).

Ok.. Lastly to respond to "Telling everyone in should a open blog does it means respect.. I have doubts here.. I think even if one day he wanted to leave he might also scared that his privacy being leak in blog.. hahaha.. sound scary rite.. " This will be on behalf of my bf. Honestly, he think this is crap and he think that i am entitled to write anything in my blog. He just think that you are super bo-liao to be even free to start the "war" in my blog. Oh ya.. If you are even a follower to my blog, I had blogged about my ex boyfriends here as well. I had a very lousy broke up with my ex but it was not stated clearly in here because i UNDERSTAND what is PRIVACY. If you even read my blog clearly, which pat of PRIVACY do you not understand that i did not divulge the reason of my tireness to my bf and my argument?

To my sisters and edyrach: Thanks for your comments as well! Buahahhaa! Very happy to see my blog being so popular now. I thought that nobody knew my blog even existed. Buahaha! Super duper happy to see my blog getting so many comments. Since this part of my blog is dedicated to those who had defended me, i think i better make myself clearer because i believe you all know about my situation more than SOMEBODY.

Like i had said, Ken and I had both took leave to pak-tor since there had been alot of arguments regarding the house. Should i use the word compromise? Hmm... Ok.. we had came to a resolution. I believe RESOLUTION is a much better word than COMPROMISE since both me and him had agreed on it. AND HE SAID THAT I CAN PUT THIS IN MY BLOG BECAUSE HE THINK THAT THIS IS MY SPACE AND HE HAD NO OBJECTION TO IT.

Dearest sisters, you gals know that my final fate will be staying with MIL and worst nightmare will be not able to purchase the flat at all. Ya... We will not be buying the Bishan place because Fengshui Master said that the direction is not correct. It is also very expensive and financially we will be tight up because Ken had to support his mother's 2nd condo (bf mum bought another condo other than the current condo they are staying in). For the past few days, he had been trying to make me accept on staying into the new condo which his mum had bought and will TOP at 2010. He said, we are not in a hurry to get a house and can look around since we already have a place available. Ok.. I had accepted what he had proposed at a final showdown just now. I know you gals will be very angry now because this doesn't sound very good at all. In fact, this is not the best idea to even consider at all. His sisters had willingly accepted that the three of tem will still share the loan for the new condo and we can move in. So in the end, i will have a FREE place to stay! Woohoo! But, this comes with a condition. Because that new condo is a place his mum had bought as an investment, we had became the third priority. That means, they will first try to sell the new condo (as in if the market is good and they can make profit), if not, they will try to rent it out, worse come to worse if the above to are not feasible, we will move in and stay in it.

I DON'T even need to pay for anything at all because Ken will be paying for it as per agreed by him just now. His family had came out with this for him so for my part, and being as UNDERSTANDING AS I CAN BE, I am fine with this decision and had told him that we will only start to hunt for house in year 2010 since we have the final answer to the EXTRA CONDO.

Lastly, to defend Ken, he had put himself in my shoe that nobody like to stay with MIL. Since his mum EXTRA condo will be like just 1 street away, it is a feasible plan. I had just found out the information of that EXTRA condo from him, it seemed quite big. Well, same old thing, we are the third priority to the plan and all decisions can only be finalized when the condo is ready. So we will hang on and wait until then. He do understand that i will not wanna have any more babies by 30. Oops.. am i divulging too much of my presonal life?! Ok.. Lets talk about this some other day because i would like to have some PRIVACY. Now i am a famous cow ok... so i need to have PRIVACY.

P/S: I did not actually wanna write about the EXTRA condo and part of the reason to the recent quarrel. Regarding dear's privacy, i had asked him and was CONFIRMING with him if i can actually jot this down and he had agreed to it.

Tired..

A word which i use everyday because of my own laziness. Today, this kinda tireness felt different. I felt so numb and tired to speak of anymore on that topic. Even though we are still waiting for the result, I had a very bad feeling about it.

Everytime, every delay made, i had an uneasy feeling. How much more time can we waste procrestinating? How long can we wait? How much further can we walk together? All these unanswered questions popped into my mind.

While we were hanging out often, I waited for you to confirm our relationship.

When we are a couple, I waited for you on your confirmation to a future.

When we wanted to get a nest, I waited for you to gove the green light.

I guess, after all these waiting, the only time when you need to wait for me is just to wait for me to finish my braces treatment.

When i was in hospital alone before the extraction of my premolars and wisdom tooth, you were not there waiting for me. To a certain point, i think that it is quite reasonable that you only accompany me when my surgery was done because its kinda waste of time just to wait. Even though you waited for me to be given the green light for discharge the whole afternoon, do you know that i will be even happier if you were with me through the whole day?

There was one occassion i remembered you waiting for me for 45 mins because i was held up in a de-brief. Your face turned black and you were showing me attitude due to the long waiting time. Have it ever occurred to you that there were 2 occassions when i waited for you 1 hour each and you could not stand my temper and attitude?

Do you understand how i feel now? I had been in a roller coaster ride ever since we discussed about getting a flat? We had been looking forward to this, and now, situation is so different. Somehow, I know i should be more understanding but i can't. From all the talk that we had shared, the situation we are in, i can't help but to feel that you are selfish. I can't feel your sincerity towards our future. You can't say that i don't trust you and I am not someone who build trust. I trusted and waited and defended you countless times infront of friends and family. Have you ever defended me? Have you ever put even part of my interest before certain decision you make? Maybe you will say you had no other choice bla bla bla.. and it really sounded like stage lines when you tried to explain everything.

I am not a computer. You can't expect me to accept every reason and wake up pretending nothing had ever happened. I can't reboot my mind. At this point of time, have it ever occurred to you that probably some comforting and much more assuring action can make me feel better?

Towards a new stage

Recently, Dear and I had a new target - to search for our nest. Don't worry friends, I am not getting hitched yet. All these are still at the initial planning stage. Here's what we had done during last weekend.

On Saturday, because i was so interested with the showflatsat both AMK and Bishan, Mummy compromised to my request and instead of going to see the chinese physician for her back, we went to AMK for the showflat! Buahahahahah! We were there at about evening time and that's the very right time to see the position of the sun if we are seriously considering the flats. Dear was the one who navigated the position and all fengshui related stuff while i will be the one to look at the layout of the flat as well as the designing stuff. Of course, the most important thing will be the surrounding and the fixed stuff that comes along with the flats.

The AMK flats generally have no more 4 rooms left for us to chose and the 5 rooms are too small for the price. the design layout of the flat and the units are not very attractive so dear and i did not expressed much interest to it. Mummy don't think that that's a very ideal place as well due to the sun and the units left for selection does not have very good fengshui.

Since we had both decided to take a look at the Bishan DBSS on Sunday morning, we decided to take AMK as a reference. It was actually my idea to take a look at the Bishan flat on Saturday but dear think that it will be too crowded and the Q will be quite long, he suggested for Sunday morning and we can be the first few.

So on Sunday Morning, Dear grabbed me, his mum and his maid to Bishan to view the flat! I can say we weren't the first but we were the first to be asked to Q. Buahahaha! There were quite a few couples before us and the people did not ask if they wanted to take a seat inside and Q while waiting for the official opening time. I gotta say, i was quite excited but wasn't feeling very well yesterday.

Everything turns out fine and I was quite happy with the flats. Dear liked the place and he thing that the positioning of the flats and the fengshui should be quite good! Honestly speaking, i had the rush to submit my application immediately but both dear and me had to discuss with our family before we really decide to take on this burden.

I had a discussion with Mummy and (not really much discussion) Daddy. By just looking at the brochure, mummy was very supportive and encouraging to Bishan flats. Daddy also think that its fine but he think the level which i had proposed is too high. honestly, i am still seeking for dear's approval for an even higher level. Buahahahha! Now its dear's turn to tell me about his family discussion.

Mummy had actually been very very supportive since the day i told her that dear and i were planning for a nest. My sisters told me that mummy had been waiting for me to settle? Buahahaha!

Actually this had not been smooth for both me and dear as well. Because of the nest matter, we had quarrelled and talked on certain sensitive issue last week and finally compromised. All i can hope for is that he obtained the approval to purchase the flat. I am not sure if dear share the same excitement as i had for this plan of getting a nest. Why don't you tell me. I was daydreaming on my way home while in dear's car and he was asking what's my thought. I told him i was thinking if we were so unlucky that we were not chosen for the balloting, what should we do? Instead of indulging in my negative thoughts, he asked me to think what if were had been chosen as the first few to select the flats? Sometimes, I really felt good when he tried to get rid of my negative thoughts and input part of his great imagination.

There are times like this that made me think, if god-pa is still around, he will also be as supportive, encouraging and happy as mummy is. I believe he will like dear and also will love dear just like his own son. If he is still around, he will definately wanna take a look at the show flats as well. Hehehehe! Probably if he is still around, i would already had my braces done and not wait till now. Buahahahah! I am missing him too much and think its time i gotta go "bai bai".

十三年

不只是不是人长大了慢慢的也很容易想起很多的往事。

你，

是如此的疼爱我。
是如此的纵容我。
是如此的宠我。
从不曾对我发脾气。
从不曾打我。
给了我永远都不能再拥有的回忆。
的愿望是否是想看我慢慢的长大？
是否也要看我成家立业？

那天的情景我永生都不会忘记。六点半的新闻才刚开始， 我才刚要吃饭，妈妈在赶为完成的工作。一切就如平凡的一天。可是，在我要吃第一口饭的时候，电话响了。 这口饭我永远都不可能吞得下。妈妈说，你出了意外，要爸爸立刻载我和妈妈到医院去。我们得到的消息不完全，结果就在医院附近兜了好多圈。我也没去数到底过了多久，我只知道天色慢慢的转暗。这是的爸爸和妈妈也开始担心，可是，我们却在医院附近遇见了姑姑和姑丈们。

我不晓得又过了多久，又绕了多少个圈，我们终于在验尸处和其他人会合。当时，警察叔叔嫌我太小不让我近去认尸。不想接受事实的我在十五分钟后确定了所有的不可能。那天的每一幕我都清清楚楚地记得。可是，为什么我怎么都记不起你的忌日呢？

FOUND!

Hey friends, happy belated deepavali.. As those close to me will know, I am changing job again! Yesh.. I am changing job again.

I will not disclose any information as of now but i am leaving my company in 3-4 weeks. Tendered last week. Told my current company that its of personal reason. Some times, if plans had been drawn and not executed or had not decided on when to execute, waiting will only make everyone miserable. The decision had been made and finalized so no backing out will be done!

Lets pray that everything will be fine..

Bad Mood

Yes, I am seriously, honestly and highly irritable and fiery now. For some reason, my yesterday wasn't that fun or rather enjoyable. I wasn't in a fixed mood and was bored staying at home with dear. What's worse was that i had my snack eaten half by somebody! Ok.. For my usual sef when i am in such easily irritated mood, i will totally not eat the snack but in order not to make it too ugly, i ate my snack. Ok.. I bought this tapioca kueh back to dear's place while ta-paoing lunch and I only knew that my kueh was being eaten half when i wanted to eat it. First was the pancake incident and now is the kueh incident. Don't they know of the basic courtesy to ask before eating?!

I don't care whoever is gonna say that i am very petty or whatever shit because i am in a very bad mood now! And my brainless pig was so insensitive that he said some things that was really irritating that totally ruined my day. To be fair, my irritating pig didn't know that i was angru at the kueh incident but what he said yesterday was SUPER IRRITATING!

As usualy for the lils at home to be as Kaypo as Pak Sah Aunties or Uncles, they were both gossiping and doing some stupid, little action. They slipped the notes through the door and i picked it up to read after telling dear that there was something there. What's written on the notes? One was a comic drawing with conversation and the other one was written " You will mary your girlfriend." I am not a moroon and did not get the wrong spelling, it was written "mary" and not "marry". So being as playful as i can be, i asked dear "So will you marry me?" Guess what was his reply?! He said, "Ya. Maybe not."

The joke is absolutely not funny at all! He can still act cheeky and said that i was petty and bla bla. Cumon lor, he is only willing to say something as remedy after knowing that i was angry! There was a second incident yesterday that really made me damn pissed at this stupid old man! Don't think i wana blog about this because just thinking of it really made me damn pissed.

Forever blur~

Last weekend was an exciting one! It started on Friday when i went to watch dear played soccer in a friendly match his company had arranged and after that stayed over at his place because the next day we were going to ZOO!

The Zoo trip was fun and photos are with dear so it will take some time to appear in this webbie. Bloody hell... Ok.. since this is my page, let me complain abit on why the photos will be late. I simply don't understand what's wrong with his family. You see, the sister and hubby earn so much money and can afford an expensive condo, an expensive car and all sorts of expensive activities for their kids but they cannot afford a cammy?! Cumon lor, dear's cammy cost less then 400 bucks and it can be used for so many years and yet they won't get a cammy for the family. This was what happened.. Dear's sister family went to watch F1 and borrowed his camera. Nevermind, i intended to bring my cammy out on Friday but i forgot due to the rush in the morning. That was the MAIN REASON why i needed dear's cammy on saturday.

So we took the cammy back on Friday and happily took our photos in the Zoo. Well, i said our photos it meant that there will sure be some fun photos which i would not liek to share with people. Since the battery were both drained due to me being sucha cam-whore, dear gotta charge them and i can't load the photos on Saturday evening. It was then his niece came knocking at his door and asked for the cammy because she is having some graduation on SUNDAY! I thought dear will be clever enough to remove the memory card because i wanted to load the pixy but HE DID NOT! I tell you lor.. i really fainted.. So now the cammy is not with him and i don't know when i am able to get my pixy loaded.

Think i digress too much.. Hehehehe.. Lets return to now. Oh.. i was going to say this, on Sunday afternoon after our brunch, we started to discuss about houses! Da jie sent me a link that morning in MSN to show me the house opened at TPY and i intended to show dear after our meal. So i showed him but both of us sorta rejected the flat because the keys are ready and we don't intend to get hitch yet.

It was at that moment, we saw the flats that were opened to balloting. As a materialistic coupple, both of us took a peak at The Pinnacle @ Duxton. After some comparison of price and Fengshui, we decided that we can apply for the TP@D! So i happily surfed around for information and wanted to know how we can submit our application.

Sometimes when happy things don't happen to you, they really won't happen at all. Due to my blur-ness, I mistook S1 and S2 apartment as SA, and we missed the submit date!!!!!!!! That was why i did not tell dear that TP@D was open for balloting. That was why we missed the submit date. And the main reason why i am sulking now because i am BLUR!!!!

Nevermind, the next one which we will look into will be Bishan's Natura Loft. It will launch in either this month end or early next month. Let's hope that i will not be so blur again.

Excited!

I hope to get lucky and wana get lucky!

I have to be lucky at this time now. Is my lucky knocking on the door now?

I don't know.. Pray hard.......... harder...............

Ah Mei Star Tour!!

Last Saturday wasn't a very auspicious date actually. Erm... As to me, i think that 4th Oct is NEVER an auspicious date but Ah Mei decided to hold her concert in the Singapore Indoor Stadium that day. Haiz....

Nevermind.. The concert was awesome i tell you! This is the first concert which i had been to with almost EVERYBODY standing up at the end of the concert!! Super duper exciting can! So high and it really worth the $$ dear had paid - we did not get the most expensive tix though because it was sold out. Ah Mei sang for full 3 hours and the audiences were spontaneous. Let the pixy do the talking..

Ah Mei Star Tour....



Time was 1950hr and the staidum entrance was so crowded and filling up soon.



Since it had not started, i decided to snap snap... Dear was the victim for the day..



Never had i once bought anything in a concert (Phantom of the Opera was an opera so the teddy i bought did not count as item bought from concert) and i got this blink blink to support Ah Mei in the dark. I had a feeling that i will turn very high so i bought it..



Forced to take the pixy with my blink blink..



Blurry pixy taken by myself..



Dear could not stand it anymore, he helped me took it.



Dear and me!!



Seats filling up and starting soon. Red sea was the fan club.



Starting......



Started! The young girl behind dear was screaming so loudly i almost fainted. Dear couldn't stand it and he called her "xiao char bo" throughout the whole concert.



Ah Mei appeared!



You see what's writted on it? Its Ah Mei!!!



My zoom wasn't good enough because i was seated at row 17. I gotta utilise my digital zoom to get this not-very-clear image of Ah Mei...

Tired of doing nothing

How many people can be as lucky as me to get 2 jobs in a row which does nothing but surf net? Yeah~ Hard to find though. But I don't wana be a junk for the rest of my youth doing nothing and rot in office. I had a short conversation with dear yesterday night which ended in a not very pleasant manner.

He wanted me to earn more money. That's the base line for my "tu-lan-ness" yesterday night. I couldn't sleep after reaching home because he think that i earned too little. Cumon! I am not earning as much as him and don't he think i wanna earn more? The whole conversation started when i talked to him about the DBSS at AMK which i kinda fancy. Guess what's his reply? Yeah~ He said he will consider that if i am earning more than 3k!

I was damn bloody angry can! Ya.. I told him the probability if i be good and stay in this job for years and by the time i got a 3k pay, we buy a house and get married, I will be in my 30s. He can jolly well dream the rest of his life off because i WILL NOT BEAR ANY MORE CHILDREN FOR HIM ONCE I REACH 30! He couldn't understand why it will take so long for me to get a pay raise. Reason is so simple. If i stay in the current, useless job, it will take me about another 3-4 years to get the pay. By then, i will be about 26 or 27. And then at that age, we will apply for flats which will take another 2-3 yrs to build the WHOLE BUILDING. SEE! I will reach 30s by then and he will be nearing 40s!

If he don't understand why i would not wana have children after 30, reason is too simple! I think that i am old at that age and i don't wana spend a longer time slogging to support my kids because they will be in their 20s when i am nearing my 60s!

Am i thinking too much?

Getting jealous FINALLY?!

When we started the relationship, everyone around me told me that i am loving him more than him loving me. This caused me to be at a very dangerous position because everyone will say that the guy MUST love the girl more in order for the girl to manipulate the relationship. For my case, I gotta start a relationship which i must love the guy more than myself because i know that i will eventually give up the relationship if I don't love the guy enough.

There were recently something that happened these few months which i think dear is starting to inject more than me in this relationship. My close ones will know that dear is elvis presley thrifty man and he wont splurge unnecessarily. And all that include expensive gifts and dinner only for special dates. Recently, without any event, dear brought me to Long Bar Steakhouse for dinner and fully sponsored Ah Mei concert tix.

Of course, the last thing that touched me was the out most recent event. I don't know how he managed to do it but he managed to get out from the late night exercise and accompany me to the F1 party (pass belonged to him to start with) when i couldn't find anyone to go with me yesterday night. Haha! He was also very against the partner going with me after i managed to grab Bear to go with me this morning. The converstion goes like this..

Dear: I can go to the party with you.
Me: Why? I found someone le.
Dear: Who?
Me: My friend.
Dear: oh.. Should i wear my suit?
Me: I was thinking of getting a dress as well. My friend also duno what to wear. I told him shirt, jeans and proper shoes.
Dear: HUH?! A guy arh? Sure cannot go with him liao! All the more i should go!

Dear was finally jealous! buahahahahahah!! When we started the relationship, he told me he never got jealous before and see, this is what happen now! Buahahahahahah!! But this is one great effort he is making. He even wanted to sponsor part of my new dress! Can't wait to get outta office n buy the dress. hehehehe....

Oh~! I don't think i mentioned this as well. Before we started our relationship, he mentioned that he will definately not get me a supplement card because men should never trust females with $$. Guess what?! He recently gave me an Amex Platinum Reserve Supplement Card! hehehehe...

Thanks dear! Really love you much!!!

Words of the Ingenious Freak!

I was having a conversation with dear yesterday night on some funny issue and here it goes~

Me: Dear~ You know what? I told my mum to save for the diamond necklace now.
Dear: Why diamond necklace?
Me: Orh~ There's a reason behind it. My mum replaced all our 21 year old pressie with diamond necklace for our wedding. *smilez* It will be an expensive one.
Dear: Orh~ but we not getting married now what.
Me: I never say i gonna marry you now what. I told her earlier then she can save a little each day and 2 years later she can buy me one good necklace! Buahahahhahahaha!!
Dear: I am not gonna marry you 2 years later

Its kinds disappointed to hear this and i went silent. Hate it when he cracked this kind of jokes when its not funny at all.

Dear: I will marry you after 2 years.... I am not getting married 2 years later but i am getting married after 2 years.

Do you think he deserve a good bash?! Seriously feel like slapping him left, right, center....

HELP~

Help needed and Job needed!!!!!!

I realised that i had enough of my boring job! I need a change but the economy is so bad. I can't be sitting in office everyday doing nothing but surf net right?!

Central

Seriously, how long had this shopping mall existed? Anyone have the answer?! I can still remember clearly after Vivo opened, i went there for walk within the first month and I seldom miss out famous shopping area. Central was located at Clarke Quay and is directed bhind the busstop which i used to always take bus from after school. I watched the construction of the building while i was still in SIC and their campus was at Riverwalk. How can i not shop at that place?!!


Buahahaha!! Maybe its beause of the ERP. I suggested to go shopping with dear at Central yesterday and so both of us went there like mountain tortise. One funny design about that place was that the place was full of escalator. Almost every turn you will see an escalator. What the heck! Shops there are like maze and honestly we really doubt the people are making any profit. The untimate winner is still the shopping center owner. Buahahaha! Its almost soul-less lor.


There were quite a few famous Jap food in the mall itself. One of it is the famous ramen which dear wanted to eat but changed his mind to the curry udon. He don't understand the japanese menu and think that the curry udon have more choices. Since he was the boss, he shall decide our meal.


So here we go! Waka Sha Chiya!





Dear ordered this Eel rice ball as starter. It wasn't that bad! At least for someone who hated fish smell like me, i think its good enough and something new. Dear don't think that its very exclusive but it doen't taste bad either. Contradicting man...





Next will be my Udon!!! Honestly, i heart curry! All sorts of curry! And the best Japanese curry was still the one Ming had cooked. Oh! I am missing him again. If he ever return to Singapore for holiday or whatsoever purpose, i make sure i will invite him to my place and cook Japanese curry. Buahahaha!!


Ok.. Stop my nonsense. I believe that the restaurant did increase the spices to the make it spicy. Usually the japanese curry will be less of the spiciness but tasted sweet instead. For this curry, it tasted both sweet and spicy. Mine will be Ebi tempura curry udon!





Actually i wanted to ordered what dear had since i am a pork lover. But since dear was ordering Katsu curry udon, i made my mind for an alternative. Hehehe.. I wanted to be exotic and add cheese to the katsu curry udon. Dear think that might taste gross and since there was a possibility that he will be the one finishing my meal, i gave up my choice eventually.





Overall, i think the ramen will taste nicer. Buahahahhaa!!b I told dear, the next time we come for food, i want to eat ramen. You can really smell the food by walking pass the restaurant lor...

K-box

FINALLY!! You know its like after so many months of isolation in this new office or rather nearly a year of isolation, i had my due lotsa fun yesterday night! Well, of course, the main cause of all the fun were not from this office.

It was last week when my ex-colleague emailed on the gatehring and to my surprise alot of people responded positively! We expected a small group of gathering as usual about 10 people but guess what?! 18 people turned up yesterday and K-Box Marina was almost torn down my us! Buahahahaha!! We got the big room at first with 14 people arriving on time or earlier but was changed to the VIP room due to the increase number of people. Buahahaha!! So it was like a gathering of current SEZ and ex-SEZ staffs!

Argh! You know now wih my new job, i will usually turn into a Koala looking woman after 2100hr and miraculously i was wide awake even until 2300hr! Buahahhaha!! This explained the meaning of fun crowd and enjoyment. ARGH~ I so miss the days...

Weekend!

Helo!! Yesh.. this is a super boring monday and i do miss my weekends. Buahahhaha!! Who don't right? I am now listening to the shaky shaky songs to prepare for Friday!! Buahahahha!! Ok. Shall stop all the cow shit.

I need to jot this romantic night i shared with dear on Friday. My ever "kiam siap" uncle smsed me on Friday morning 3+a.m. to ask if i wanted to go out for dinner. Buahahaha!! In the end, he brought me to Raffles Hotel. Erm.. for dinner.. Don't think crooked.. Buahahahaha!!

He asked me to dress nicer and we went to Long Bar Steakhouse. What's the occasion? Simply no occassion. Its just dear wanted to use his membership from Amex which will expire soon and he can get half price on all main course. Buahahahaha!! Still, the dinner was quite ex.

Look at what i noticed, this thingy was on all tables. I seriously wonder if the cinnamons can be use for coffee...



Dear knew i love to snap snap.



I met this lad in the toilet and guess what she said? Buahahahah!! She said i looked very clever with this look. My dress and specs. Yeah.. the only stupid thing that can ever happen to me is to love dear. Buahahaha!! But not that bad la.. once in a while in such rare date, he brought me to a posh restaurant for a simple meal.



The butter for bread and pickles! Dear said the pickles tasted quite nice and he enjoyed the bread because of the herbs. I hated pickles and the bread was too hard for me.



My Lamb!! Smaller than dear's steak. And it tasted real nice! Comparable to the lamb i had and loved from Vienna! You know, ever since i tasted the lamb at Vienna previously, there seemed to be no lamb served in Singapore comparable to anything served there.



Dear's steak! He asked me to be very careful because of the hotplate. He don't want me to be disfigured while having a meal. Ya.. I am forever so clumsy so he wanted to warn me. Buahahaha!!



I did not take the picture of our dessert because the place was too posh and quiet even when it wasn't the most posh restaurant there. I think it was quite embarassing to take pictures because the restaurant was kinda empty and i looked like a freak snapping around. We had bread & butter pudding. Buahahahha!! Another favourite of mine and dear was kinda scared of it because it was too fatty. The whole weekend was spent eating and eating. Well, i guess i am gonna become a fat girl soon..

Bored

HELP~! I am getting hell bored from work and started searching on ridiculous stuff since there seemed to be nothing much to complete. And from my search, i came out with lotsa IF.

if......

i am getting married, i had already drawn out a list of good friends. CL will be be included in my list and i believe he will have no problem mixing with my girls.

i get a new job. I want a job that can travel around and be very busy to make my mind work.

i have hell lotsa money from Toto winnings. Buahahahaha!! I knew jolly well the percentage to share with the rest of the world.

i am going for a holiday now, i wana be at Paris/London/Venice (again?)/Rome.

tomorrow is my fateful day for surgery, i will be very scared now but look pretty 1 month later.

Seems like i am very free to think of all these bullshit!

Aussie Trip - Gold Coast

Heloo everyone!!! I know this is a very very late blog entry and i have a very valid reason to this. I finally found time to write this blog can. Buahahahhaa!! Ok.. I had decided that i will break the whole blog entry to 3 parts which consist of Gold Coast, Blue Mountains and Sydney. The romantic one of course is Sydney which will be the last. Buahahaha!!

Ok.. On 8/8/08, which is like 4 days before our anniversary, dear and i flew off to OZ at 9+ p.m. And being as supportive as my family can be, they skipped he Olympics Opening Ceremony (probably they don't even care bout that since we aren't really Olympic fans) and came to the airport to send me and dear off at T3. We did not manage to take a family photo there which is quite a waste i think. Buahahaha! But, i stole this photo from Da Jie's Blog and it consist of the Teos Grands and their Grand-naughty! Buahahaha!! Yes, and so the Teo clan came to send me and dear off to OZ.



I was suppose to give dear a surprise on the plane but realised that it was too inconvenient so i went photo taking instead. It was really tiring and i doubt i will take a night flight to OZ again because both dear and me couldn't sleep much especially dear. I slept while eating my 2nd meal on the plane. Well, i should say half way through my 2nd meal on the plane. Dear told me that the stewardess was quite shocked to see only half the muffin was eaten for the whole tray of stuff and actually wanted dear to confirm if i still want the food. Buahahhaha!! But the ever understanding dear, knew that i had given up on the food and asked her to clear it.



We were watching the sunrise in the plane about 2 hours before we reached GC.



Finally we landed safely! The weather was quite cold when we were in shelter but once we were out in the sun, it felt completely different.



We managed to get the airport transfer through our hotel and it looked quite cute. The van was for humans while the container for luggages.



Dear helped to load our baggies.



After a 1hr ride, we finally reached our hotel!



The Lobby. Can you spot our luggages?



Since our room will only be ready about 4 hours later, dear and i decided to walk around.



And he knew that his girl cannot go on without this...



We got our room around 2p.m. that day and this was the day and sunset view of our room!





What were we doing in the room when we were suppose to be playing around enjoying our day? Its because both dear and i were to tired to walk or play, so we decided that we should take a nap before we fainted on the streets.

Our room was very big and it came with 2 Queen size beds! Well, we only used 1 bed to sleep and the other for my luggage and some other stuffs.



After i went to settle my stuffs in the toilet, dear said this : why you bring the same toothbrush as me? Copy cat.



Yeah~ we coincidentally brought the same toothbrush. Left was mine while right was his. You can judge by all the bottles at the different side. Girls should have more stuff right?!

After our nap, we decided that we should have dinner!! So dear who was sponsoring the meals for the whole trip decided that we should eat something good for the first day and we went to the Italian restaurant which he was quite interested in. Steak for him and Risotto for me. I just tightened my braces that very day remember? That's why i can only have soft stuff and i think Risotto shouldn't be that bad.



We went back to the hotel to try out dear's camera. He was stalking me and wanted to take a candid shot but i was too clever for his little tricks! Buahahahah!!



No hanky panky here... dear wanted to try his timer... Buahahhaha!! We don't wana end up like another EDC case though we were not famous like them. Buahahha!!



On our second morning, we went to the Movie World!! So this is our hotel from the busstop.



Look at the words behind him.



Reached Movie World!



At the entrance!



Speed Racer vehicle!




I wanted to play merry-go-round here but dear refused..



Dear had been bugging to get a Taz and here we see him!



Me: ARGH! Dont bite my hand!



Taz: Dont kill me!



Me: Where is my prince charming?



Dear: Here my darling!



Me: Not very charming but at least you appeared! Hehe...



Oh... My piggy!!

Anyone thirsty?



I played an useless AUD$5 game and dear think it was a waste of money. To make sure that we had our share of fun, dear played the game which required skill. 3 balls into the basket and i will get a Scooby-Doo which costed AUD$30. His first game ended with 2 balls in the basket which was what i intended to get (a dog whihc is not Scooby-Doo). The staff offered us to play another game and he will give us the Scooby-Doo if we have 1 more ball into the basket (which counted as our 3rd ball). Since i think that Scooby-Doo was much more worth the money, dear played the second game which ended with another 2 balls in the basket.



And after 4 balls in the basket, i received my prize! We really regretted and think we should carry on playing a 3rd round. We could possibly end up with 2 Scooby-Doo can! The total cost for the whole basket game, AUD$10! I saved AUD$20 for a big Scooby-Doo.



Here's the real Scooby-DoO!



Marilyn Monroe. I gave dear the chance!



Justice League!



While waiting for the parade..



Parade started!!















Oh!! Dear heart Batman but too bad he couldn't get a pic with Batman because Batman was too popular.


After the parade, we went to watch the shrek 4D show. It was a fun experience! I told dear to pose like Shrek. Do they look like twins? Buahahhahaha!!

Really bored waiting for the show.

After the show, its photo taking session with the stars!

Can you imagine we really spent the whole day there?! We reached there when it just opened its gate and we left when it was closing its gate. Buahhhaha!! As a GC ending, dear and i went to the beach for some romantic pics.